‘Hampstead ‘satanic abuse’ campaigner shouts at judge and refuses to go to dock’: Ham & High

This just in from the Ham & High: apparently Neelu’s hearing this morning was even more exciting than we’d imagined!

Source: ‘Hampstead ‘satanic abuse’ campaigner shouts at judge and refuses to go to dock’: Ham & High

Belinda’s completely unbiased view of upcoming legal cases

Source: Belinda’s completely unbiased view of upcoming legal cases

Belinda is now the champion of ‘Mckenzie Friends’, in her imaginary world, this is insulting, i’m sure, to the really decent and ethical people, that run good sites, and work hard to be there for people in court……..

All the emotionally loaded disinfo !  Has she NO shame ??? !!!  Click the above link for the real deal on the court cases for Witness Intimidation, and having suffered alot of intimidation, personally from quite a few of their co conspirators, i have to wonder, ‘just how long do they think they can keep fooling people ? how long before they show some decency ?  some dignity ? some contrition ? let alone make amends for the harm and suffering caused to so many, people and most importantly, CHILDREN !!!!  ‘

Click the link and thankyou again Hoaxtead, who have helped provide the evidence and backed up links that has helped the real picture of horrors caused by these ‘saviours’, that we can let people in on the scam.

Share and use the evidence provided, here and through the links from the Black and White Lists.

Their fearmongering is another load of bs. They’ll be rattling that holey bucket, again soon, and tough !!!!

Tim Minchin hit the holy note, and is wholly appreciated, for what he managed to help us smash last week !

Sheva Burton !

And Belinda !  why havn’t you let the troops know that i don’t eat babies, yet ???? or any of the other bullcrap, like what David Shurter and dearman does hampstead site carry ????  The dearman doubleblind, and was that child porn, on there and supposed to come from Ricky Dearman, did it come from Chris Everard ???? cos it sure matches Deb C’s description…….For anyone interested in some deeper real investigation, check out my Youtube playlist CSA Hoaxes…..   I’ve got more questions, for you Belinda, but they’ll keep for a bit longer.

Black List CSA & Family/Child Protection


Source: Black List CSA & Family/Child Protection Click for more info, links & contact form for victims with evidence,


Evidence of viscious campaign of hatred towards Child Abuse Whistleblower Amanda Prosser, DownUnder, also targetted by Fiona Barnett & David Shurter.  See Wake Up World link, below.

The pair that also targeted John Brown, Kathy Devine, Stolen testimonies from Survivors, and they are also teamed and connected to the Horrible Hampstead False Flag case, previously Hollie Grieg and the Web of Sabine K McNeill’s 50 Blogs (on trial for Witness Intimidation UK) and Belinda McKenzie, and all of the threads and people, blacklisted, so far.  See video link to death threats on John Browns channel, below.

Recently it seems that they have carried Melanie Shaw’s links and appear to be raising money, as if on her account, on the unrelenting Hollie fake blogs, run by Malcolm konrad Ogilvy or John Graham/Butlin Cat.  They accuse me of being a gatekeeper, shill, etc…… but i am more of a gate opener, trouble was, they took over as shepherds 2010, with a plan and intention, that is now evermore clearer.

The list includes Chris Everard of the Enigma Channel, also another Whistleblower targeted,  and a cover up of real child abuse.  Video Link below.

There is a definite pattern, and David Shurter & Fiona feel so confident (protected?) that they increase their foul denigration of me and others with ever more glee and gore.

As do others, like Bronwyn Llewllyn NZ, who named me as Ricky Dearman, the innocent (uncharged and cleared during the investigation of Hampstead SRA case),  sometime ago, given that he is accused of vile false crimes,  is this group, really to infact, take the light of real abuse, by attacking effective campaigners, like me (this too is a pattern).

In fact they are producing more and more evidence, by their increased defamations, and our increased profile, as the Spotlight on Abuse increases and so many have been alerted to this, via their own behaviour, viralisation techniques, tracks, tactics, that indeed they have tried to take centre stage online, yet are causing immense harm.

Please share this important information, and if you are torn loyalty wise, ask yourself why ?

Have their misuse of NLP and other emotional blackmail, triggering and psycological tricks, worked on you ?

Did they give you alot of attention, then drop you, once you were old news ?

Or did you end up, like Kellie Cottam and others, worse off, whilst they even made money and drama from your suffering, whilst taking no effective action on your behalf ???

There is support out there for us, alot now are helping to remedy this, please use the Whitelist to find better support, or the pages on Facebook that i run, in the likes sidebar.

The investigation with regard conspiracies to commit crimes online….with varied crimes enabled through their dark networks, gangs etc, listed grows.

http://wakeup-world.com/2016/01/25/shedding-light-child-abuse-whistleblower-takes-a-stand/   Features Amanda Prosser Australian Whistleblower

threats & what the hoaxes lead to John Brown’s Youtube channel contains the recorded threats & thread contains evidence, otherwise John’s channel is an amazing resource. and he deserves more support, instead of the leeches of our movement.

click above for recorded evidence of death threat from a follower of another case promoted by Sabine McNeill, Belinda Mckenzie and those die hard Hampstead and hg hoaxers…..who all also promote…..Fiona Barnett. This threat was towards Veteran Campaigner John Brown, and others downunder, caused by Fiona Barnett & David Shurter falsely accusing them as he has done also to me and others.  At the time of this recording of death threats, i hadn’t heard the recording of Fiona & David, slandering good and genuine, long term, important investigators, campaigners, supporters, advocates and whistleblowers, on the Ed Oppenhiemer show, listed on the link below.

More info here:  The Real Deal on CSAinquiry, Royal CommissionAus


More Evidence added with regards Chris Everard of the Enigma Channel. Another vile bandwagon jumper/accuser towards a Whistleblower.


Angela Power Disney was trying to ignore me for months on end, dismissing me as no one, no one had heard of me, no one liked me, etc, as did various sock accounts, trolls, just keep undermining, and slurring me……And then i began to enter their arena, and challenge them.

The intense, immediate vile abuse hurled at me, can be seen on the Hoaxtead Hypocrites Video, examples on there of the kind of comments, any of us dissenting, recieve, as well as being called, Ricky the so called made up cult, leader, or a member, baby eater, and threats.   Given that i found her video, where she snarls shame at me, and other insults, in my inbox, with a message saying , ‘If you are a real survivor ? or advocate, Sheva, you are a disgrace !’……….She  uses alot of triggering words, throughout, is the same kind of thing, reported by victims of Fiona Barnett, downunder, linking to pretend paedo hunting groups, using Anon and Opdeatheater guises, to operate within.

Angela goes on to explain that she is drinking and needs AA, and therefore, any one working on this issue knows that that means she is unfit and unsafe, at this time, to be taken seriously.

My version of Angelas’ attempt to personally trigger, intimidate, confuse me, contains snips of the Co opt attempt of Lucy Allen MP’s Meeting, Kellie Cottams truthful (edited out by Sabine’s team) rant, powerful and explaining that she not only lost her children, but recieved NO ADVICE !!!! even though she was in Belinda’s team, and these people have the audacity to think they can arrange conferences as the Child Protection Task Force UK ?? !!!!

They must be stopped, and groups protected, and signposted to the good and safer places.

Those amongst them that do have links to dark, murky criminal gangs, conspiring to use CSA Survivors so cruelly, will be taken to task.

The Hollie/Hampstead gangs, have linked with Fiona Barnett’s, Chris Everards’, Baloney’s, Spiveys’, and other’s, to defame, bully, us that work with ethics, empowerment, truth, boudaries, to create real change,  so that they can pretend to spearhead, with disgusting displays of behaviour, untruthes, mocked up cases, dramatic attention seeking…….  This is why, now the word is spreading, they are losing ground, and getting ever more ugly.

There have been some people victimised and triggered, groomed at first, used, abused, and then find their story misrepresented on some blog, like CathyFox  and some have had near breakdowns, felt betrayed, and we are working hard to keep groups safe now, Hence my warning to Downunder groups about POMIC.

So serious and serial patterns emerge, that are now being investigated with a view to legal cases of both Civil and Criminal, Individual and Class Types.


Important updates, showing clearly the reason and extent of danger, damage being caused by people pretending to champion child protection…..  en masse crime, extortion, fraud, scams, marketing,harrassment,sabotage,encouraging victim blame, fear mongering, abusing survivors & whistleblowers, whilst pretending to be champions at that too, co opting anything growing, where possible….. destruction and victims, left in their wake, given 4million saw the original videos of the Hampstead two.

Then many will need to be shown this information, so that cases and class actions, can help to effectively prevent this being possible, in the future.

Be safe


A cockney girl, forced to have elocution lessons, and grammar school, ed…..but tech, social media has rendered me lazy, my lack of tech skills have been a barrier.   So am brushing up a bit, as i can, and thanking Hoaxtead Research Blog, for producing the evidence, humour and helping and staying the course…….  And not forgetting the innocent Hampstead Residents, whose children have been tormented, by these foul vile, viralisers all on behalf of  a Child Abuser, Abraham Christie.

Happy Birthday Hoaxtead Research !   A year old today 20.02.2016.   Going from strength to strength, and keeping members safe, and protected.   Providing evidence, and backing up every statement, available for questions, queries, and at times, a good laugh at the crazy antics of some of the loons supporting the cases and characters named on the blacklist and their perps list.   Also keeping within legal limitations, so that cases can be brought against as many as possible that have engaged in this hate campaign, borne of a criminal, carried out by a conspiritatorial team, for really bad reasons, whilst pretending to want children better protected and to speak for survivors of CSA.    Hence the inclusion of the UK roots taking hold at the 2010 Cross of Change Anti Child Abuse Rally, co opted by Truth & Hope, for the Hollie G campaign.

Now that they have serious attention, they will not be able to proceed in the same way…..and be angry, and it shows,

Bronny shows herself up some more in comments.Click here


Hoaxtead Hypocrites If you have been victimised or witnessed such cybercrime, please use the Blacklist contact form. Or at Hoaxtead Research.

Connect downunder Fiona Barnett & David Shurter ~HampHempHawkers reach, smears


I thought I’d share this again, as they are trawling again, hoping to find new people who don’t know…….

The link at the bottom is to another post where you can hear Fiona Barnett & David Shurter telling Ed Oppenman of AFR (American Freedom Radio) that John Brown, Amanda Prosser, Kathy Devine, and another are informants and not to be trusted.

Thereby, confusing people on who to trust.

This has been done to me and others UK, by Belinda McKenzie,  Sabine K McNeill,  Angela Power Disney, advising their teams of trolls, clickalots, spamalots, fake accounts, fake victims/survivors, fake advocates and all kinds of bullies, manipulators, actors, shills, gullible followers, naive followers, vulnerable groups, setting out from the core UK, across the child abuse movement online, social media,  dividing groups, keeping new victims from getting real help, whilst running them into the ground, making use of them in any way possible.  Flying false flags especially on famous VIP paedo;s, and amazingly horrific SRA cases, overshadowing the genuine cases, groups, advocates, and choking them off, by shunning, isolating any who either whistleblow on these fake truthers or refuse to toe their line and promote their spam, petitions, etc.

This has led to the same dynamics that we Survivors of Abuse, grew up with, and for some of us, has sent us near the edge.

They are clever, sneaky, devious, informed, and relentless, in their determination, to shut genuine advocates and CSA Survivors up, with no care for who might get hurt in the process,  whilst on top of that……

……claiming to be spearheading Child Protection UK ?????

I DON’T THINK SO !    This is important, more reports are coming from THEIR victims, and all very similar, so lets’ us learn from this, take action where we can, inform, and keep victims safe from their clutches, and instead signpost good organisations, both within and without the system.

Personally, i will remain, independent.   Though happy to work with, collaborate with good people.

Be Safe and remember to share this important information.

Sheva Burton

Shows clear links Hampstead/HollieUK -Australia of Conspiracy to Corrupt Child Abuse Campaigns Worldwide


The Real Deal with links to John Brown’s video & much more links to Black n White Lists

Who are the saboteurs #CSA/familyneeds ~ Spot the Difference !

2012 Now the HG Hoax leads the Survivors Rally CSA & Family court

2012 Now the HG Hoax leads the Survivors Rally CSA & Family court


Anti child abuse rally 2013 run by Belinda Mckenzie, Maggie Tuttle, highlighting the hollie hoax.....again.

Anti child abuse rally 2013 run by Belinda Mckenzie, Maggie Tuttle, highlighting the hollie hoax…..again.


With oldtime campaigner now deceased. Our banner embraced all others, launched purple ribbon. 2nd Rally 1994

With oldtime campaigner now deceased. Our banner embraced all others, launched purple ribbon. 2nd Rally 1994















threats & what the hoaxes lead to

click above for recorded evidence of death threat from a follower of another case promoted by Sabine McNeill, Belinda Mckenzie and those die hard hg hoaxers…..who all also promote…..Fiona Barnett. This threat was towards Veteran Campaigner John Brown, and others downunder, caused by Fiona Barnett & David Shurter falsely accusing them as he has done also to me and others.

More info here:  The Real Deal on CSAinquiry, Royal CommissionAus

And a blacklist Below.


I caught Sabine McNeill up to her usual tricks, yesterday, posting the video link at bottom of page, on her ‘PunishmentwithoutCrime’ blog.

Beware Spider Sabines’ Web of Deciept & Blacklist 2.


I don’t recommend trying the links there, the Facebook one sent me to a fake lucy one, which had one post, an advert for Developers for WordPress, with the promise of alot of future work.

This was the last conference with Kellie Cottam’s brilliant speech, a Must Hear watch out too, for more truth from the hero herself.  That took courage, much respect.  Kellie speaking truth to belly the eliphantClick for video.

BELINDA McKENZIE Belinda & Angela Power Disney proof Belinda & Angela Power Disney Proof

So these people have certainly badgered the poor MP’s to death, though i do not include John Hemming, who i really think should make a public statement/apology, even.

These people have systematically viralised fake chosen cases, some also have supported real ones, but Hoaxtead Research, link below has evidence easily accessable, in their tabs, on all of their claims and proof is on my blog of how dire and serious the attacks on genuine CSA campaigners are becoming, if we won’t share their BS, we are called paedo supporters, or paedos, government shills, agents, etc….I hope i have managed to paint the picture clearly enough, given that the UK Rallies were co opted 2010.  With hindsight and proven by their actions since, the above list, have demonstrated these dynamics, over and over again.   Many have formed in smaller, tighter, safer groups and are working hard, achieving much, despite and in spite of them, and my list on, So now some good news will be more developed.

The rest ?  i’m really thinking they are being mullered for what’s done, or otherwise ?   yeah i wonder, too. but i do think that for the first time in history, Child Sexual Abuse is on the agenda, in Parliaments, as never before, and we need to stop the wrongun’s from misteering people.   Really unless, like me and many others, you have focussed on this issue for a long time, broadly, you wouldn’t know.  I have witnessed many genuine, vulnerable, emotional people be drawn into their net and games, if people sign the petitions sent out by Sabine’s teams, you can expect to get sudden friends and attention, and if you dare to mind, or disagree or ask the wrong question, many have been bullied, some even to suicide, and many to give up, and never want to come near social media or these issues again, worse though many have also lost their children, who might not have, if better advised.

If we listen and see what they are attempting, here are my observations, impressions and judgements, opinions:

  1. viralise ridiculous, farfetched, made up cases, allowing those who really want us to shut up to use labels that we have worked hard to dismantle, and had achieved, we still are taken more seriously, but:
  2. Frighten people away from sources of real help.  eg. Good campaigners, effective and sound, Good support groups as can be heard from David & Fiona on that interview above. 
  3. Lie and accuse us of threatening or lying, cast doubts on whether we are real survivors and attempt to trigger us.
  4. Use manipulative techniques including NLP, emotional hooks, whilst pretending that another victim has reported being bullied or threatened by one of us, that would never do so. I have written further on this, as has a linked blog, with de bunking info, my view is balanced, and i will also list some decent practitioners out there.  As well as Osteopaths, alot of bodyworkers have found that they may trigger a release of massive emotion, and with us Survivors that can be either dangerous or healing, depending on whether we can, go through that healing crisis with the right help.
  5. Create fake drama, whilst in fact as evidenced, one of their followers have indeed issued death threats
  6. Groom people to believe and support them, how on earth did Bill Maloney & Chris Fay fool so many, including MP’s.

The truth is that the reality is dramatic enough.  For a stark contrast, and a truly spiritual journey, of healing and then extending light to others, to set them free….. This is a powerful film.  I am not religious, but i do believe Jesus, existed, but has just been mis described.  A bit like a friend Kay Ebeling, stuggling, interesting Journalist, writing to survive. luckily, tho, in what sounds like a beautiful home, in North America.  I’ll add her link soon to the coming Worldwide Whitelist, forming on my notepad, Google plus, as well as adding this beautiful Dreamcatchers Foundation Film.


That blue list here, Blacklist, on checking a few links for new people to this case, but that are seasoned activists, campaigners, genuine about this, the signs are immediately apparnat, and is enough surely for people to warn their networks, and keep up to date as the lists grow, and the background and developments as these people are arrested, tell even more outrageous lies.   Meanwhile lets keep up the good work ! we are still more effective and there are serious challenges now.

It is important that people network effectively to build a ring of protection that people can trust, those that work with integrity will recommend others, not try to bind people to them and extort everything possible, in terms of attention, money and time.   Please don’t be afraid to change your mind, and get with the good groups, or support them.  I too, was suckered, triggered really badly, and as i can develop my personal story, i think many will be shocked, at the lengths they will go to.

For now though, i want to help people be safer from them, and understand that they are in fact, guilty of all they project and accuse people like me, the innocent people in these cases, and don’t mind bullying and abusing anyone in their way, including children.

But coming from the absolute silence, we are now in a deluge of information, it is important that those who wish to add their truth in whatever way feels comfortable, and the processes can proceed without shabby interference.

Most important is that good sites, groups etc are supported, moreso, without the saboteurs, holding as much influence as has been.

See my next blog post for good sites and more will be added, as i can.

But certainly changes are being pressured for in undeniable ways, thanks to all who have done their best to tackle the Family Court and Child Protection, Care System.

So I’m recommending, that those that the IICSAinquiry or the UKCSAPT  apply to, get involved, put your testimony or evidence forward, and it’s quite easy to use the sites.

Others Lucy is championing for a Family Support Service, and so make a clear bid for the services that would have helped you, or would now.

New Adoption policies are on the cards, so get involved to help steer it.  otherwise, get behind those that can, and leave competition at the door.

Also with the recent Panorama Report ….. well here’s a book from a Survivor with a purpose, who plans to inject all monies to help youngster in the youth institutions now.  Please support and share, he is a survivor of Meddomsley, which has been achieved by the Victims/Survivors themselves and once the inquiry is over, he will release that book, hoping it’s a happy ending, but that is up to how that goes.

Link to Amazon Shame by Phil Thomas

Evidence re All Players & Cases

Who are Saboteurs CSA/Family Needs?

Click the links above to be taken straight to the sites

So i hardly look at their tripe, but i commented just now, on Abes’ failing crappy last bit of a bog er blog…….

I doubt it will go through so i copy it here:

Damn …….Right…… i strike hard 🙂 your numbers dwindling ours andother genuine ones flourishing, it’s over. Come home and face charges of child
torture, child abuse, harrassment, cybercrime and encouraging fake
charities and scammers like Angela Power Disney, Sabine K McNeil,
Belinda Mckenzie anyway, all the truth an proof is on my blog
circulating amongst networks that have never heard of you, but certainly
know what to do with disinfo agents, trouble makers, bullies, fake
campaigners, false accusers, charity scams, and everything that you
started, enabled and encouraged….relentlessly, Thank everything that
the children are not with you, and if their father is able to prove
himself to the authorities, i hope they can settle and be safe, you have

with complete disregard, continued to abuse the children, and have no
intention of stopping. That is why you are all being stopped.


Blog up & down like a toilet seat

Abe and Ella’s blog has resurfaced, but we’re working on taking it down for good.

Source: Blog interest lost, credibilty lost,less fooled or giving attention

Investigation Teams for Whole Truth

Hoaxtead Research can be relied on for accurate updates, I rarely click on links shared by the hoaxers, who are tagging in or copying in others, or commenting on blogs, with their many sock or fake accounts, to give an illusion of support.

Just as Sabine McNeill, continues to tweet, her fake, delusional sites, giving an illusion that she and Belinda Mckenzie spearheaded CSAinquiry, campaigns.

Clearly, and thanks to many, the word has gotten out there, many new campaigners, warned by me, word of mouth, years ago, who told me at the time, that they only stayed connected, to those with a large online presence, like Brian Gerrish, Sabine K McNeill, Belinda McKenzie, Bill Maloney, Maggie Tuttle, Kevin Annett,  and their close allies, was to use them, so, threw the caution i recommended, to the wind, are now, clearly dissassociating, any sites, channels, still promoting this, need to be blacklisted, so that in future, new vulnerable people, needing support, help, good advice, are not allowed to be sucked into their vortex, of delusion, timewasting, division, diversion…………. hence, so many babies are now known to be taken at birth, based on risk……. yes we need to protect children from real abuse, but while not enough has been done to have been really addressing the child protection issues, we hear today about the massive amount of babies, taken at birth……..something is clearly very wrong.

I have watched many good, but vulnerable people, used mercilessly by these sharks.

The issue of psychiatric experts, aiding harsh decisions against parents, alot of them from abusive backgrounds and needing support, needs a good look.

Risk of Emotional Harm, also needs the same.

Whilst so much abuse continues, and while the CSAinquiry is so late, slow and secret, we need to acknowledge that much abuse occurred within the care system.  That abusers work in any arena that children are involved.   So surely, as they are raked out of the Local Authorities, Scout movements, Religious insitutions, we must give some respect and real support to those that suffered within them, especially if they become parents, and flounder, surely ?

See my post: Belinda thinks she knows about Child Protection, and share it to any still under any illusion.   Abe Christie is a convicted Child Abuser, all evidence is easily accessed at Hoaxtead Research.

I hope that those with any ability to help, remove false allegations of this heinous crime, can help…… just as so many have clearly helped to shed light on the real cases.  🙂

Click here & Share: Abe: The Evidence & other easy tabs for whole picture.



The Inquiry’s Restriction Order Doesn’t Gag Survivors But It Does Affect Transparency

Source: The Inquiry’s Restriction Order Doesn’t Gag Survivors But It Does Affect Transparency

Natalie clarifies the recent update…. much the same as I understood, it to mean.   It was clumsily worded, there were quite a number of reactive tweets.

It will protect people from others disclosing what they might hear during a session…… Needed, in order for people to feel safe, protected to disclose.


Brollies up, everyone!

Abe claims to be right over target. Brollies up!

Source: Brollies up, everyone!

He is a creep !

When i was first online, and massively publicising the 2010 rally, my online presence bacame huge.

I spoke to Ian McFerran quite a few times, disturbed that in any hollie support groups, no other cases or survivors were allowed, he explained, that he had seen evidence,that he was Robert Greens’ right hand man, he mentored Brenda mumsy, and convinced many that the hollie case was the one to rip through the denial of the establishment, i disagreed, but conceded that he might indeed know more than me.  But still promoted them amongs hundreds of other groups, not realising their dark agenda.

At the time of the reddit posts, i had highlighted on allvoices a man on hunger strike in ireland and a small two man protest against the Catholic Church.  Immediately, Wearechange were on it, and a hollie banner was then included in the picture, i think too, that around that time Charlie Vietch did a speech at a wearechange meeting, and so i thought they knew perhaps, more than i.

It is why, i went to the holliehoax group meeting 2013.

It is why i have felt that it behooves me to address it now.

To clear up confusion.  Generated, i believe, purposefully.

my reddit posts 2010 unwittingly pr for paedotrolls

However you will also see the post about Michael Mcmanus, who has worked tirelessy for over twenty years to shed light on the abuse within the Catholic Church…… that is genuine and holding support.

I sincerely apologise to all Survivors and Victims, for allowing them to misuse and abuse the platforms i set up, for all.

Their platforms were and are for the one case only, each time, both hollie, now hampstead, and at the same time, troll gangs infiltrate groups, groom victims, and bully survivors that spot it and stand up to them, as demonstrated on my blog in other posts.

Unfortunately the family court action also failed, that’s another story and unfortunately people were ripped off, and hurt, but the family justice movement mostly knows what happened, so i won’t go into detail here.

Please keep reporting the videos, maybe google will take note, and block them, so that as those children grow up, they won’t have to face the nightmare of abuse demonstrated on threads on the videos, to any that dare point out the truth.

And please keep spreading the warning about the matrix created by Sabine K McNeil and Belinda McKenzie, Maggie Tuttle and Angela Power Disney, Brian Gerrish, Bill Maloney, and the others named on other posts and at the Reseach site, Hoaxtead Research, which i can assure you is NOT run by paedophiles, as those wanting to continue to abuse children, keep repeating. so that groups are aware of the danger that we have put victims of either abuse or family court injustice, by allowing them to viralise these hoaxes, while their teams troll and divide our groups, denigrating the work we have done, undermining our truth, overshadowing the good and truthful campaigns, allowing the witchunt and conspiracy fantasist labels to be re attached to us, when we have made so much progress.

They have targetted many of us, and their display of disgusting bullying towards me is shown here, so that people can quickly see exactly what they are about.

It has happened to many, and they have cleverly divided us, so that groups will not see, instead, blaming their victims, as Angela Power Disney has done, trying to mis label me, as aggressive, conned, working for paedophiles, etc, so that people are not sure who to trust.

So many amazing people, doing so much yet today a woman is beaten USA …….

And I mean legally, or almost, the case isn’t over yet……  But her abuser is a powerful and influential man, whose lawyer plays golf with him………  this is going on everywhere to.

Some incest victims/survivors talk of most of their family being abused, and of other people in the community also being either involved or colluding in villages and towns everywhere.   I hadn’t known that Ronald Reagans’ son had been raped, and more, and gone on to write and join forces with others to attempt to protect children. Read the article below about Michael Reagans account)

There are many brilliant teams, working hard, and many doing things more quietly too.    This article and the conversation i just had with the woman in USA, brings it home once more, keep going, keep sharing, keep shedding light, keep helping solutions, to be shared so they can flourish, each person we reach and help can blossom into being so powerful, once they can shuck off the shame, fear, and dark imaginings that childhood trauma leaves behind.

With sexual abuse, it then has gone to our deepest most sacred level of our being, and that is why, i,m passionate about letting out the darkness, letting it go, it is not ours, but theirs.    By doing that and encouraging our light to shine, we help to fan the light in others, and remind them that it is still there,  the problem i,ve mostly found, is that alot of healers, therapists, and people generally, cannot cope with what can be a tremendous release of anger, fear, grief.

It frightens any who have not found ways to release them.       Speaking with Actors and Musicians, they tell me, that they have been able to release emotions, through these mediums, and not needed to do it in therapy.      Some of my paintings were very dark, i used to just make shapes with paint, and then splat about and smear, one turned into a giant penis the colour of red clay, and with horns,  i had by then in hypno been asked what was inside me, and i ended up muttering, feeling very young, the devil a penis, and then this painting appeared……………   i binned it when i didn,t need to acknowledge, feel and release hatred inside me, that i didn,t know i carried, a few friends, were totally shocked, but for me, by then i really believed that i was saving my life and probably cancer, i also detoxed and used lots of various meditations, like ‘shadow queen’,  oils, chrystals, and was working with holistic massage.  The changes in me were incredible, and i journalled alot.   Journeyed alot to, in meditation, trance and during massage.

I believe that as my unconcious mind was able to express and clear out all of the memories i had needed to block to survive, that there was then room for my mind to open, and unlocking ancient knowledge, tapping into higher conciousness, mass too, and while crippled, and having to lie down most of the day, i felt blessed to have the ability, and time to use the power of my thoughts to create my healing.     Well since then, as my life has been various snakes and ladders, have meant that i know have to begin again, and i will be sharing vlogs as i do, and happy to share with others that feel like joining in.

Self healing, gentle techniques, starting with breath.   Soon.   I didn,t know i was gonna write all of that, but it might explain to people why i,d like to get to stonehenge, this weekend 🙂

I,m not put off, but happy to be a part of it………   at the moment the Walk Against Corruption UK is fairly small and gentle…….  perhaps it will gain momentum by the time it reaches London.  Facebook page:  https://www.facebook.com/BenFellowsWalk

gathering camp 13th/14th July 2013

gathering camp 13th/14th July 2013


Anyway, back to the USA  there are resources and inspiration, things to participate in, if it,s in your area……..   and remember, even if it looks as though there is lots happening, on the ground, many , too many are suffering injustice or abuse daily, right now, with still no where to turn, but a facebook group.

To begin with, we need to let them have choices of resources asap.    I hope groups will stop, being cliquey, and hold members prisoner, or some of the emotional blackmail, i,ve seen go down, or the disgusting levels some infighting gets too.     Yes there are people on this walk, who i suspect could be controlled opposition, if they are, there is nothing i can do to stop it, except be myself , and i,m not controllable 🙂

I still think it is another form of light shedding, and as all are welcome, it can be shown uncontrollably, it enough independents, get on this…………………    me i,ll be there to speak about the whole picture as someone who networks globally, and often still in secret groups, with people going through alot , right now, up to campaigners, also globally, sharing news, ideas, and getting to know each other.      I have never stopped talking about abuse, wherever i have been, and even those words, and convos over years of me not being an active campaigner, were of value.

I saw a status today, ‘We don,t need more heroes’,  my thought was…………. ‘there are so many, shame so many want to be the ONE, or or ONE LEADING GROUP,  so that it becomes more about them, than the core issue, and the people who are in need, right now, still falling through the net.

I got to wondering, is it part of our makeup commonly, does being traumatised and abused, make us over compensate, by needing to be heroic to a level that can work against, others, ultimately?   I know for me this was an issue, as a child i was bullied, ostracised, i smelt, and my mum chopped my hair off to make me ugly, and my clothes sucked………..  and i probably did seem strange, secretive, i don,t know……….. but my dreams were full of things like the school burning down and me able to fly and rescue them, but like all superheroes, they never knew, if only they did, they,d be nice to me…………..  grief as i write this, i realise that , that is exactly how i felt, back when i,d had my first son at 19, and pined for my mum, and was sure that if only she knew, she,d be there, grieving, but also feeling noble, because i hadn,t told her, and gave her up……….sacrificed myself, not realising that that was what she had done, it was to be a further 15 years before she snorted that it didn,t matter, and that she,d always known, anyway……………. well that was a massive shock, to me.   I was still yet to find out how many would then close ranks.   How many would label me vindictive, when i decided to take a civil case forward, which i still couldn,t while i thought it would kill my mum to know.

2 years of gruelling reliving, statements, and trauma, the House of Lords put a stop, to the first case of its kind, by changing the statute of limitations, now, any doubts for me, that there really was a conspiracy of silence, and a wall of denial, protecting the ring, that i knew because i had been friends with victims of the elites, that are the ones practising what we call SRA.     I know from many real sources exactly what went on and why.         I knew then, and it was the reason for our first public march & rally, 20 years ago, i could see no other way, then publically displaying our truth, and we did.     Walk with us, i asked, if you simply want child abuse to stop.   Amongst all of the corruption, it lives, the arms, drugs, all big dealings, all big industries, all child protection institutions & services, all influential professions, contain those that link and practice dark , hidden arts, to various degrees.

Another reason for my joy at the stonehenge gathering, do be part of a group of lightworkers, and to alert lightworkers around the world, to send love and light to Stonehenge this weekend, how ever you choose to, please send your prayers, thoughts, and help.

I hope to be able to walk with them some of the way, if not, i will be watching for news and sharing it, as i am with Matty McVarish on Road To Change EU,  unable to ignore the two different  walks, both by people who worked at the BBC, both ignored so far by UK media, one likely to be highly ridiculed, but we survivors of abuse are used to that, for whatever reason, and neither will stop me, from sharing them,   so that those who choose to can join in if they wish…………….   divisions, though are still abound.   As are those determined to cause them.   🙂    I have also the pleasure of sharing our upswelling against the same enemies they have faced, with many actions, through Kevin Annett, Whisper’n Thunder, Idle no More.   As well as Australian forgotten children groups, much the same corruption has infected our world, we are many in various ways, determined to make it stop.   Links below:  or Google Road To Change EU, childabusejointhedots, Walk Against Corruption UK, as well as those mentioned above.

Childhelp, Erin Merryn and Michael Reagan team up to protect children

Childhelp is part of a coalition who are dedicated to making every child in this country safe from predators.  Photo: Childhelp/Facebook

WASHINGTON, July 9, 2013 —  There is a coalition of heroes who have dedicated their lives to protecting the innocence of children and to rescuing the vulnerable from predators like Jerry Sandusky. That coalition includes the organization Childhelp, the son of former president Ronald Reagan and child abuse survivor Michael Reagan, and the author, child abuse survivor and advocate Erin Merryn.

Childhelp (http://www.childhelp.org) is an organization that was created by two women whose boundless compassion could not ignore the tragedy that unfolded around them.

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Sara Buckner (O’Meara) and Yvonne Lime (Fedderson) were Hollywood actresses who met on the set of Adventures of Ozzie & Harriet.

In 1959 during a goodwill tour visiting U.S. Troops in Japan, the two young women happened upon a group of eleven young children wandering the streets after a typhoon. The women quickly learned that the children were those of American troops who had fought during the Korean War. They also learned that the children had been turned away from every orphanage due to their mixed heritage.

Sara and Yvonne, led by their hearts, had no choice and led the beleaguered children back to their hotel room where they fed and sheltered them. They began a relentless search to find a place for these young orphans, and when word finally reached them of one woman who was caring for mixed heritage orphans, they immediately sought her out. What they found was a one-room shack overflowing with those who had been cast aside by society. The woman, Kin Horuchi, agreed to take the eleven orphans in and as the word spread she was soon caring for one hundred Japanese-American children.

Sara and Yvonne could have returned to their lives as Hollywood actresses, but at this point they did something extraordinary. They returned home and began raising money to build the orphanages needed to care for these forgotten children, eventually building four that changed the lives of countless children.

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Japan had been a life changing experience for Sara and Yvonne, and since that day in 1959, they have come to symbolize everything that is good in this world and defined the phrase “selfless dedication to a cause.”

In 1959 Sara and Yvonne founded International Orphans, an organization dedicated to finding homes for the lost and forgotten. They have been tireless advocates for children, building orphanages in Vietnam during the brutal war in that country in the 1960s, They took part in the airlift to transport children from Vietnam to adoptive homes in America after the war ended. After hearing a speech by Sara and Yvonne, First Lady Nancy Reagan enlisted their help to combat an epidemic that was sweeping the United States.

A study by the Senate Subcommittee on Children and Youth reported the rising incidence of child abuse in the United States. Nancy Reagan, a woman of great compassion and stature, immediately leapt into action. After she approached Sara and Yvonne the two quickly took up the fight to save America’s children from the tragedy of child abuse. They have been boundless advocates for victims and survivors of child abuse and were instrumental in the education and prevention of the stolen innocence and vandalized hopes and dreams of our children.

Michael Reagan (http://www.michaelereagan.com) has spent the last twenty-five years of his life raising awareness about the scourge of child abuse.

The son of former president Ronald Reagan and Actress Jane Wyman, he is the Founder and Chairman of Reagan Legacy Foundation, New York Times Bestselling Author, Townhall Columnist and Former Talk Radio Host.

In his book, “Twice Adopted,” Reagan courageously shares his struggle to overcome his trauma as a victim of child abuse and child pornography. He has used his experience to help educate and empower parents and children so that no child has to suffer as he did. It is through his courage and that of Sara and Yvonne that they have teamed up to protect our children from predators through the 1-2-3 formula. The first component of this is the implementation of Erin’s law created from the courage and determination of author and advocate Erin Merryn.

Erin Merryn was a young girl when her innocence was stolen after being molested by her cousin and a friend’s uncle.

Trapped in a prison of silence, Erin dealt with her pain by writing in a small journal she was given as a present. One day her sister confided in Erin that the same cousin had molested her. Erin’s need to protect her sister eclipsed the pain she felt over her own abuse and she immediately confided in her parents. The friend’s uncle and her cousin were  arrested and brought to justice, but like Sara, Yvonne and Michael Reagan, her life embarked on a new course with a determination to save all children from the trauma she endured.

In 2005 her diary was turned into the book, “Stolen Innocence,” and its pages have inspired countless victims and survivors to break their silence and that even on their worst days it would eventually get better.

In 2010 Erin Merryn helped craft “Erin’s law,” which implements child abuse education in grades Pre-K through eighth grade. She is tireless in her quest to have Erin’s law passed by every state. Erin is currently fighting to protect the children of New York State and is awaiting a vote by the New York State Assembly in January 2014.

The second component of the 1-2-3 formula is the implementation of Childhelp’s Speak Up Be SafeTM (SUBS) premier curriculum for grades one thru six.

Through education and empowerment of parents and children, the program combats the ever-growing threat to our children from cyberbullying, Internet predators and “sexting.” The final component is the utilization of technology such as smart phones as aids in the education and prevention of child abuse.

It has been a year this month that Jerry Sandusky was convicted of molesting young boys. Many thought that when Sandusky was locked away we had eliminated the threat to our children from sexual predators. Sandusky was only one of thousands that roam our streets today. Cloaked in the disguise of respectability, these stealth predators are sharks on land searching 24/7 for the next innocent and vulnerable child to target.

The conviction of Jerry Sandusky was not an end but a beginning, a beginning to a war that has been hidden for many years. His conviction is the Pearl Harbor in the war against child abuse that has been raging all around us, fought by brave heroes like Sara, Yvonne, Michael and Erin.

Nationally, one in four girls and one in six boys are victims of child abuse. There are over forty-two million survivors of child abuse in the world today.

According to a Centers for Disease Control study, the lifetime costs for the victims of child abuse reported in one year is $124 billion. The National Center for Missing and Exploited Children reports there are currently 500,000 registered sex offenders in the United States, and typically 100,000 of those are unaccounted for.

Other pedophiles are not on records or in databases. Pedophiles like Jerry Sandusky walk silently among us, and Sandusky showed us just how well they can disguise themselves.

The United States Government Accountability Office reports that, “More than five children die every day as a result of child abuse.” The U.S. Department of Health and Human Services Administration for Children and Families Administration on Children, Youth and Families Children’s Bureau estimated that between 50-60% of child fatalities due to maltreatment are not recorded as such on death certificates.

Research has also shown that each victim of child abuse has to tell an average of seven adults before they are believed, and those who make it to the seventh adult are few in number.

As a young boy I prayed every day for help in escaping the child abuse I endured. Today I wake up each day and fight to educate and empower parents and children so that not one more child suffers the hell I had to endure. I am honored to work alongside Sara, Yvonne, Michael, Erin and everyone at Childhelp to stop this scourge. If I can save just one child from a lifetime of suffering my purpose in this life will have been fulfilled.

Please join Sara, Yvonne, Michael, Erin and me as we fight to save the most precious treasure we have, our children. To report child abuse or if you are a victim or survivor of child abuse and need help call Childhelp National Child Abuse Hotline 1-800- 4-A-CHILD. You can also find more information and how you can help by going to the Childhelp website (http://www.childhelp.org).

For more information about Erin’s law click here (http://erinslaw.org) and for more information on Michel Reagan you can go to his website here (http://www.michaelereagan.com).

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See facebook page, or twitter feed for links to lots including all mentioned here   to the right of the page, or follow, please click buttons, so others, can be empowered by freely shared information, of the many groups/campaigns/causes, and please help make this year the 20th Anniversary of the Public March & Rallies to stop child abuse…………..   with the Real Full Stop……  please any celebs, feel welcome to help put together a massive fundraiser, concerts/art diplays/shows/world recording…………  lets direct funds to a central core team with the knowledge, integrity, and ability, and connections, to make sure it is used to effectively, and swiftly help the victims and survivors of child abuse, who are struggling right now………….  it was all in the original dream 1988.

No one told me visions could take so long to manifest……….lol………. but along the way, so many miraculous things have occurred and resonated, and shown me, that it will happen this year.     Somehow.

I appreciate so much the many i have dialogued with over the years, not always often, but always deeply, sharing what the real and deep and huge truthes are.   Validating each other.  Thankyou, it has all meant alot.    🙂

THE PAEDOFILE: Abuse is rarely black and white….but it IS a global business

this really does bear sharing, i,m not put off listening to Ben Fellows interview and knowing personally a few of his fellow travellers, i,m looking forward to a few days camping, maybe, i,m free enough to do that, but can also speak intelligently, about all of the issues raised,, and Ben clearly says on his most recent interview, that all groups, are welcome to be a part of this, and say what they want, or promote themselves within it……………. to join the dots…….. we need to join up, break down barriers, not allow any to disparage the whole and ugly truth, and realising that this effects us all, no matter how we dress, iive, eat, work or not………….. is the key to that and that we have one world to share and care about…………. 🙂 peace

bear with the broadcast, it clears soon, and is a good listen,  fast forward 15mins where it clears after music,

walk against corruption (illuminati)

also videos of their camps so far…………..

A Letter to Ken Clarke from Ben Fellows.   Simply demanding that we are all equal before the law, arn,t we….. Hence the Walk Against Corruption & Child Abuse UK, has launched and a growing momentum, may gather in London in a few weeks………   for now ignore the usual well highlighted stories, by the few ‘leader’s, and allow the whole truth to be shone, by all of us that have a piece of the puzzle to add………….. and a clear way of expressing the big picture.



Here is a revealing and not un common account………..  I have borne witness to many similar testimonies, by parents, now broken, indeed it can happen to either gender……..  but it does seem the artful dodge of many a rich & connected paedophile, the world over, with powerful help, and as Canada is part of the commonwealth, there is much to question our Royals about…. As Chris Spivey said, also Google Kevin Annett,  Australias Forgotten Children, and look at the links on the pages and blogs here and at Join The Dots, for a full as possible picture, with lots of evidenced links..