Sabine’s ‘Forced Adoptions Event’ now up on video

It’s a thrill-a-minute ride: video from yesterday’s ‘Forced Adoptions Event’ with Sabine & Belinda.

Source: Sabine’s ‘Forced Adoptions Event’ now up on video

Since writing, i think they edited Kellie Cottam’s brave challenging speech right at the end, So i have reinstated it and given Kellie her own copy.    Please be aware that Kellie plans to return to the fight, in her own unique way, but for the time being doesn’t need any extra unnecessary stress.   I will know if she is bullied for this.  So here’s a clip, i managed to download, and since this, more evidence has been possible to show.

Click for video Kellie the Hero

It gives me no pleasure, but these people are hurting lots of people, Today Sabine is tweeting a celebration video of the event, i havn’t looked, but it is probably heavily edited, and will of course be diverting people to all the usual suspects as mentioned in my blog previously. I did tho, miss some out, Brian Gerrsh, David Icke, remember people  We will be pointing out in an easy to understand, backed up with evidence, collated proof, that these people have no business being in child protection, of any kind, and vulnerable people need to be warned about them, not steered towards them.

They tried to overshadow, the MEPs delegation on Forced Adoption, last week, organised by Lucy Allen MP.  There is little yet, until the report is out, January.  So Sabine, Belinda and team think they will sneak all the hoaxes, get loads of donations, meantime, by seeming to have had a fringe, alternative, and of course much more honest look at forced adoption, click on the link for the full version, which i couldn’t watch all of, but right at the end. 2.hrs. 11.

Kellie says things that i have said for years, at last.  It’s on Hoaxtead Research, just google them, if you would like to access it.

Because of malicious gossip, accusations, condemnation, criticism (not all unjustified, btw 🙂 ) of me, for various reasons, people didn’t not heed me, but i did never want those that did speak at the rally even be there, let alone then be the ones, so many turned to, and got hurt.   It was meant for survivors, us. to tell our story, had that been filmed, we would now have videos of genuine survivors, and evidence for the inquiry.  So whoever is organising these hoaxes, and then allowing them to run, well…….  so that’s why some experienced people have come together to regain some control and sense for people googling for help or truth about cases.

There is lots of good help out there, once they are not overshadowed, so thankyou everyone, who has woken up to this, and is helping us to clear it.   I know for many it is a shock to realise hollie is not true, and please don’t condemn yourself or feel guilty, for too long.   Just please help us undo the harm and put real solutions in place.   So this is like raking out the leaves and putting them on the bonfire.

And in case you don’t know, i am probably consumed with dark energy, demons, i can’t help it cos i’m also in an alter,    They are wrong, i have a massive Amethyst protecting me. My power animal shape shifts into king kong.   I have an Angel to my left and an American Indian Warrior to my right.  And the power of fire.    Cleansing, yes destructive fire, so that the TRUTH AND EMPOWERMENT OF PEOPLE can help us regain LOVE.      FOR ALL.

So just cleanse, salt baths, breathe, and lets reboot this thing.  recharge, rest, and collate info, for the good of all, peacefully as possible.   This is not to create a war, it is to stop one, and prevent it carrying on.  Too much division, danger, diversion, already.  We don’t need or deserve that.36811_416845387553_8170349_n


Reiki Master, Shaman, Queen, Wounded Warrior, Whore

new blog for cross of change

Well I,ve got this far, with finally nearly getting a website up and running, or is it a blog.  Yes, to those who have followed my many clumsy techie mistakes, and problems, and how many times have I reported that soon, and then soon, well really soon, this time……………. Well, here we are.   I,m so mind boggled, that I can,t think of what to write.   There is plenty,  to say, with recent happenings, in the world of survivors of  child abuse, child sexual assualt, and on the other hand child ‘protection’.    I have an insight into childrens’ services that I never expected to see.   In the early 90,s, I like many other survivors who had woken up to the enormity, the shocking collusion, silence, denial, injustice,  that no one, just no one, outside of our tiny groups, and secretive protective network, seemed to really get, was determined to try and make it stop.

So we marched, and rallied, for the first time publically, ;93, calling for child abuse to stop, calling for justice, and better child protection.  We spelt out that it was happening en masse, and things began to change.   Our secrecy, sheilded abusers.  And as is obvious to more people now, not enough of us did/could,  there has been an outcry by some, for this silence, but seriously, for some of us, the collusion within our families, is just as hard to breakthru as has been shown in any other arena, the catholic church, being an easy example, but really the abuse being shown at all, is down to us survivors being brave enough to break silence, rank, and sometimes our families in the process,  or facing immense opposition within an organisation, to cover up, and protect it, rather than children.

But.   There is something now, that is as sinister, to me, as back then, when I heard testimonials, from so many survivors of institutions.

It seems to me, that our outpourings of the damage and effects of child abuse,  has in some arena,s been turned against us.  For in terms of parents, perhaps struggling to cope, or in crisis, that turn to child services for help, and the social worker/team, become or are already aware that the parent was abused in childhood,  any weaknesses, will be turned into mental health labels, fears of possible emotional or other future abuse, and then turned into an official report, by an ‘expert’, psychiatrist, who will now further stigmatise that parent, further isolate, blame, shame, chastise.   I have seen many of these parents flounder under such stress and duress.

Now of course, not all parents that are losing children, to fostercare or adoption, have been abused, not all lose their children.  They have been learning, in spite of not being helped effectively, or told rights,  except by voluntary organisations, and online groups,  but any parent, that ends up being assessed by a psychiatrist is really at the mercy of that experts’ opinion, and also of the social workers’ need to tick all boxes, and of course, now speed up the adoption process.

And of course, if there is real abuse,  and no other option.  Then of course, the child,s safety & wellbeing must come first. Some children need to be cared for, in foster or adoptive families, and some do have success stories,  but there are also lots of testimonies, from grandparents/siblings/wider family, who have not been allowed to care for children, on the flimsiest of reasons.   And if you begin to look at child protection, historically, globally, and currently.  It really has proven itself UNFIT FOR PURPOSE.

The new quick fixes, do nothing to address or even fully acknowledge it,s failings.  In my view, just papering over the cracks, sweeping the mess under the carpet, and hoping that by denying legal aid, judicial reviews, and cutting back on using ‘expert witnesses’, in family courts,  that by speeding up the whole process, may then catch parents off guard,  and because adoption is so final, and the heartbreak and trauma, so immense, hoping many will go away, defeated.  Unable because of gagging laws, to even be able to fully tell their story, or seek redress from the perpetrators of this child abuse.  Yes,  indeed, it is child abuse, it scars children, families and communities, and is another hidden abuse.

That’s all for now.   But I have volumes to share, and many links to show, and many new one,s to make.     Much Love Sheva…….


And if the above is new to you, or you find it hard to believe, please do some research, it won,t be hard to find, facts, figures, testimonials, that are shocking to behold.