‘Hampstead ‘satanic abuse’ campaigner shouts at judge and refuses to go to dock’: Ham & High

This just in from the Ham & High: apparently Neelu’s hearing this morning was even more exciting than we’d imagined!

Source: ‘Hampstead ‘satanic abuse’ campaigner shouts at judge and refuses to go to dock’: Ham & High

The White List

Here are some recommended people and groups, working with integrity, we all make errors at times, and trust the wrong people, and as shown some very nasty and subversive tactics have been employed, as well as emotionally charged people, releasing alot of negativity online, many are very negative about the new developments.

It is fair enough, for some, so weary, so tired of being let down, so angry, that whilst perps are getting alot of money spent on their rights, and lighter sentencing, though all improving, only through pressure.  Whilst Survivors/victims have been so badly let down, for so long, but most of us know that more abuse, isn’t the answer.

Certainly i have witnessed people that are amongst groups, stirring trouble or being negative, purposefully, to bring people down, often they are also promoting the fakes, so hence, the warnings i am hoping will be shared.

Those messing with us, i believe are encouraging all the wrong sorts of actions, whilst ignoring all that are working away, whilst challenging, asserting, they keep it non abusive, which is always more effective, in the end.   We have come far.

There is alot of twisting that has gone on.  And i am hoping to help rake out the crap, so that the better people and groups can rise to the challenges right now, and people can support each other, more so, without these dangerous types that have infiltrated.

I digress, below are links to some very real people, who deserve to be supported in their endeavours, so that people can choose their path and part of the campaign,  or get help with any needs that they have, i will be adding to the list of well known, effective sites, going by the survivors recommendations, that i hear, or see.

The links below will take you direct to the websites.

 

Books coming and i will try and put it into sections too soon, but need this info cirulated, it’s an important time.

We have good reason to hope for change and without sabotage, everything within ourselves, our networks, groups, events, to encourage each other, on this journey.

Also for current projects to help right now, with young people incarcerated, or with addictions.  How long is too long………..

I spoke at a Community Forum 20 odd years ago, and piped up that we needed specialist help for CSA Survivors, the speaker glared at me, ‘No funds possible’, i said ‘Your’e already spending money on us, look at any service for the vulnerable, homeless, addicted, there are survivors who need to heal the root cause, which is not a treatable disease, the drugs just suppress us, and we didn’t cause it’,  I’ll come back to this, i met her again, down the road, i have no idea if she hated on me, cos she was a catholic, or what…..but she even told me off for wearing the wrong knickers scornfully, but, that’s another chapter.

Those that can and want to, there will be good events, where the right solutions can be found, if discussed in ways that many of us can.

 

I am tired, but will add and try again to form a comprehensive data base or directory.  I will be adding to this list, as i can.

Most will already have links to more good groups, the facebook groups Cross of Change and Join The Dots have other pages in the likes, which might be useful……I am raking out the crappy ones, please alert others, being infiltrated by them as listed, in my previous blog.  It’s not that i fuly trust the system, nor MP’s, nor all media, etc,  but we Survivors have created new opportunities, and there are many out there, wanting to help, many experienced and able, and many floundering, not knowing how.

We can help……..But the infiltrators have caused some problems and are striking some of the strongest, targetting us for ever more ridiculous and disgusting claims, whilst selling bullshit.

All of the above listed, though have good track records, longterm, and there are more out there, many more.

 

Be safe and as well as possible.

Sheva

 

 

 

 

 

Who are the saboteurs #CSA/familyneeds ~ Spot the Difference !

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2012 Now the HG Hoax leads the Survivors Rally CSA & Family court

2012 Now the HG Hoax leads the Survivors Rally CSA & Family court

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Anti child abuse rally 2013 run by Belinda Mckenzie, Maggie Tuttle, highlighting the hollie hoax.....again.

Anti child abuse rally 2013 run by Belinda Mckenzie, Maggie Tuttle, highlighting the hollie hoax…..again.

 

With oldtime campaigner now deceased. Our banner embraced all others, launched purple ribbon. 2nd Rally 1994

With oldtime campaigner now deceased. Our banner embraced all others, launched purple ribbon. 2nd Rally 1994

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

threats & what the hoaxes lead to

click above for recorded evidence of death threat from a follower of another case promoted by Sabine McNeill, Belinda Mckenzie and those die hard hg hoaxers…..who all also promote…..Fiona Barnett. This threat was towards Veteran Campaigner John Brown, and others downunder, caused by Fiona Barnett & David Shurter falsely accusing them as he has done also to me and others.

More info here:  The Real Deal on CSAinquiry, Royal CommissionAus

And a blacklist Below.

 

I caught Sabine McNeill up to her usual tricks, yesterday, posting the video link at bottom of page, on her ‘PunishmentwithoutCrime’ blog.

Beware Spider Sabines’ Web of Deciept & Blacklist 2.

 

I don’t recommend trying the links there, the Facebook one sent me to a fake lucy one, which had one post, an advert for Developers for WordPress, with the promise of alot of future work.

This was the last conference with Kellie Cottam’s brilliant speech, a Must Hear watch out too, for more truth from the hero herself.  That took courage, much respect.  Kellie speaking truth to belly the eliphantClick for video.

BELINDA McKENZIE Belinda & Angela Power Disney proof Belinda & Angela Power Disney Proof

So these people have certainly badgered the poor MP’s to death, though i do not include John Hemming, who i really think should make a public statement/apology, even.

These people have systematically viralised fake chosen cases, some also have supported real ones, but Hoaxtead Research, link below has evidence easily accessable, in their tabs, on all of their claims and proof is on my blog of how dire and serious the attacks on genuine CSA campaigners are becoming, if we won’t share their BS, we are called paedo supporters, or paedos, government shills, agents, etc….I hope i have managed to paint the picture clearly enough, given that the UK Rallies were co opted 2010.  With hindsight and proven by their actions since, the above list, have demonstrated these dynamics, over and over again.   Many have formed in smaller, tighter, safer groups and are working hard, achieving much, despite and in spite of them, and my list on, So now some good news will be more developed.

The rest ?  i’m really thinking they are being mullered for what’s done, or otherwise ?   yeah i wonder, too. but i do think that for the first time in history, Child Sexual Abuse is on the agenda, in Parliaments, as never before, and we need to stop the wrongun’s from misteering people.   Really unless, like me and many others, you have focussed on this issue for a long time, broadly, you wouldn’t know.  I have witnessed many genuine, vulnerable, emotional people be drawn into their net and games, if people sign the petitions sent out by Sabine’s teams, you can expect to get sudden friends and attention, and if you dare to mind, or disagree or ask the wrong question, many have been bullied, some even to suicide, and many to give up, and never want to come near social media or these issues again, worse though many have also lost their children, who might not have, if better advised.

If we listen and see what they are attempting, here are my observations, impressions and judgements, opinions:

  1. viralise ridiculous, farfetched, made up cases, allowing those who really want us to shut up to use labels that we have worked hard to dismantle, and had achieved, we still are taken more seriously, but:
  2. Frighten people away from sources of real help.  eg. Good campaigners, effective and sound, Good support groups as can be heard from David & Fiona on that interview above. 
  3. Lie and accuse us of threatening or lying, cast doubts on whether we are real survivors and attempt to trigger us.
  4. Use manipulative techniques including NLP, emotional hooks, whilst pretending that another victim has reported being bullied or threatened by one of us, that would never do so. I have written further on this, as has a linked blog, with de bunking info, my view is balanced, and i will also list some decent practitioners out there.  As well as Osteopaths, alot of bodyworkers have found that they may trigger a release of massive emotion, and with us Survivors that can be either dangerous or healing, depending on whether we can, go through that healing crisis with the right help.
  5. Create fake drama, whilst in fact as evidenced, one of their followers have indeed issued death threats
  6. Groom people to believe and support them, how on earth did Bill Maloney & Chris Fay fool so many, including MP’s.

The truth is that the reality is dramatic enough.  For a stark contrast, and a truly spiritual journey, of healing and then extending light to others, to set them free….. This is a powerful film.  I am not religious, but i do believe Jesus, existed, but has just been mis described.  A bit like a friend Kay Ebeling, stuggling, interesting Journalist, writing to survive. luckily, tho, in what sounds like a beautiful home, in North America.  I’ll add her link soon to the coming Worldwide Whitelist, forming on my notepad, Google plus, as well as adding this beautiful Dreamcatchers Foundation Film.

 

That blue list here, Blacklist, on checking a few links for new people to this case, but that are seasoned activists, campaigners, genuine about this, the signs are immediately apparnat, and is enough surely for people to warn their networks, and keep up to date as the lists grow, and the background and developments as these people are arrested, tell even more outrageous lies.   Meanwhile lets keep up the good work ! we are still more effective and there are serious challenges now.

It is important that people network effectively to build a ring of protection that people can trust, those that work with integrity will recommend others, not try to bind people to them and extort everything possible, in terms of attention, money and time.   Please don’t be afraid to change your mind, and get with the good groups, or support them.  I too, was suckered, triggered really badly, and as i can develop my personal story, i think many will be shocked, at the lengths they will go to.

For now though, i want to help people be safer from them, and understand that they are in fact, guilty of all they project and accuse people like me, the innocent people in these cases, and don’t mind bullying and abusing anyone in their way, including children.

But coming from the absolute silence, we are now in a deluge of information, it is important that those who wish to add their truth in whatever way feels comfortable, and the processes can proceed without shabby interference.

Most important is that good sites, groups etc are supported, moreso, without the saboteurs, holding as much influence as has been.

See my next blog post for good sites and more will be added, as i can.

But certainly changes are being pressured for in undeniable ways, thanks to all who have done their best to tackle the Family Court and Child Protection, Care System.

So I’m recommending, that those that the IICSAinquiry or the UKCSAPT  apply to, get involved, put your testimony or evidence forward, and it’s quite easy to use the sites.

Others Lucy is championing for a Family Support Service, and so make a clear bid for the services that would have helped you, or would now.

New Adoption policies are on the cards, so get involved to help steer it.  otherwise, get behind those that can, and leave competition at the door.

Also with the recent Panorama Report ….. well here’s a book from a Survivor with a purpose, who plans to inject all monies to help youngster in the youth institutions now.  Please support and share, he is a survivor of Meddomsley, which has been achieved by the Victims/Survivors themselves and once the inquiry is over, he will release that book, hoping it’s a happy ending, but that is up to how that goes.

Link to Amazon Shame by Phil Thomas

Evidence re All Players & Cases

Who are Saboteurs CSA/Family Needs?

Click the links above to be taken straight to the sites

So i hardly look at their tripe, but i commented just now, on Abes’ failing crappy last bit of a bog er blog…….

I doubt it will go through so i copy it here:

Damn …….Right…… i strike hard 🙂 your numbers dwindling ours andother genuine ones flourishing, it’s over. Come home and face charges of child
torture, child abuse, harrassment, cybercrime and encouraging fake
charities and scammers like Angela Power Disney, Sabine K McNeil,
Belinda Mckenzie anyway, all the truth an proof is on my blog
circulating amongst networks that have never heard of you, but certainly
know what to do with disinfo agents, trouble makers, bullies, fake
campaigners, false accusers, charity scams, and everything that you
started, enabled and encouraged….relentlessly, Thank everything that
the children are not with you, and if their father is able to prove
himself to the authorities, i hope they can settle and be safe, you have

with complete disregard, continued to abuse the children, and have no
intention of stopping. That is why you are all being stopped.

Sheva

The Real Deal V Saboteurs: #CSAinquiry #RoadtoChangeEU #RoyalCommissionAus V #QAnon #Angela Power disney #FionaBarnett #DavidShurter #SatanicHoaxes #The LegendaryCampaign & other liars #HampsteadJusticeNow

What is QAnon? Explaining the bizarre rightwing conspiracy theory   

I do not believe for a minute that Tom Hanks has ever abused a child and am sick and disgusted at the false accusations being levelled at all and sundry for clickbait.

Recent ghoul/witchfinder general encouraged by Angela Power Disney & Eddiis(NOT)ok from the UK to try and re inflame the Hampstead hoax/false flag of the vilest kind:

New YouTuber brings evidence of Fiona Barnett & her lies:

Since writing this post early 2016; QAnon emerged, online and in the UK Jon Wedger has come out of the shadows, having apparantly applauded Bill Maloneys’ speech at our 2010 hijacked rally; which has turned into a hoaxfest promoting satanic panics online and false allegations as long as they include famous politicians or stars:  2018 and people newly interviewing Brian Harvey are promoting those who support Fiona Barnett and David Shurter, despite the damage already caused by them, aided by people like Angela Power Disney who worked closely with Belinda McKenzie (who organised the hijack 2010 to promote the holliehoax which morphed into the even viler Hampstead hoax 2015.)  New to Hoaxtead (Hampstead Hoax) ?

This is the offensive previous programme, that I only caught up with yesterday, and couldn’t believe my ears.   it gets to John & Kathy at about 1hr….though the whole thing is an education. Listen here:  Fiona Barnett puts CSASurvivors in firing line   At about 1hr they begin naming CSA campaigners as Gov’t infomants, all lies, yet David Shurter is now denying that their statements, false allegations, lies have created threats towards John, kathy, and others, also causing distress to their families.  He has fallen out with the other hampstead promoters, but still quoting the case as being real.

New video about David Shurters admitted history of child molesting & latest court appearance (note  Angela Power Disney & Hopegirl QEGScammer pray for David and support Fiona) Note also that APD worked closely with Belinda McKenzie who hijacked our 2010 rally, I returned to organise; so that the Hollie then Hampsead SRA Hoaxes could be promoted and genuine voices sabotaged (the photo above is me speaking at the 2nd rally ’94):

And the video below, is the second from one of their supporters in Oz, involved with OPdeatheatersNSW and Pedohunters Downunder aka pedophilesdownduner;  16 secs of vile threats.  Laurence Coghlan threatens Survivor John Brown

The vile abuse levelled at other genuine CSA Survivors/campaigners/advocates involved with the Royal Commission Australia and supporting real whistleblowers and struggling victims is covered here:  https://esvablog.wordpress.com/

The first video is already on another post but you can find it here Laurence Coghlan repeats Fiona Barnetts lies & threatens

In the comments you can witness the level of it, since writing this, many comments have disappeared.

Check out what John Brown actually is attempting, and Kathy, Gabby, Amanda are the real deal, as am I.

Innocent of their accusations, yet David Shurter, Fiona Barnett, Angela Power Disney & others are GUILTY of everything that I and others have long suspected. Click the video link below:

David Shurter – Goodbye & Good Riddance, featuring Naima Dawn Feagin QEG Scammer & Angela Power Disney Liar & Fraudster

That link above was on MKDs channel; maliciously copyright struck by Hopegirl aka Naima Dawn Feagin QEG Scammer, as was mine, so here are a couple of new links from ‘That’s A Fact, Jack’ channel who have all of Tim of the McKenzies files:

So they also copyright struck Jack too……  Well there are already new videos here:

Inside Out, Back to Front, put a mirror infront of any of them, a real spotlight, and watch.

Turn everything they say around, recognise that yes, whilst there may be some truthful information, there are common themes. The same commentators, repeating mantras heard from whoever their latest hero is, without the wisdom to recognise, what we have been fighting all along…

Do you think we havn’t long realised what we are up against ????

Do we think that powerful abusers might pay alot to various types to cause chaos amonst us ? Sabotage ? Control ? Abuse? Mock? Accuse? Accuse Falsely?  I and others can paint a picture of this, across the world, but of late, these wild hoaxes are taking the bullying and daring to attack some of us, to even more hateful levels, so we must be really dangerous for some reason ???  Perhaps only that we are generating a climate where genuine victims/survivors of child abuse can gain support and justice?

Fiona Barnett & Hampstead SRA Hoax Intersections & Parallels

Hampstead SRA Hoax UK – False Flag supported by same team leaders that promoted previous false flag, Hollie, used to overwhelm the rallies against Child Abuse, claim they started in their actual 17th year:  2010, but they were actually began by me in 1993.  The team that planned to push speakers rather than CSA Survivors onto the platform, 2010, also destroyed video evidence entrusted to them of the ’94 rally.    Bill Maloney appeared on ITV News, that evening to announce the first ever rally, began by Truth and Hope.  I am bullied consistantly for whistleblowing their activities and warning people, but I didn’t until quite recently, realise the extent and intensity of the harm caused.

Hoaxtead Research has been online for a year, today.  Now still going strong with over 1 million views.  A wealth of real information on all people listed on the blacklist here, and others, not yet covered.

The tabs contain real and whole evidence.   Questions can be asked, and will be truthfully, answered.  People can be assured that their privacy will be protected if they so wish, there is a contact form for people to add their evidence, give information or critique.

There is also evidence of the intense bullying suffered by Hampstead residents being named online, with dreadful consequences for them and their children.

This is still being viciously pushed by Kris Costa and her page Believe The Children on Facebook and Deborah Mahmoudieh, one of the Admins. (DM has since been charged, plead guilty and cautioned)  Also still promoting the hoax is Angela Power Disney & her friends, John Paterson, Wesley P P Hall & Jake Clark of Opdeatheaters to name a few.  So all of them are indeed supporting child abuse and abusers.  Indeed if you check on Hoaxtead Research many of them are found either to be promoting abusers like Brian Paed, Belinda McKenzie even housing one and some have been arrested like Matt Taylor for having images of children being abused on his computer.  Andy Peacher founder of Fresh Start Foundation and Belinda McKenzie have set up a fund for a convicted paedophile deported from the UK to Austria………. Yet Wild Cat (aka Catriona Selvester, Director of FSF) is currently writing lists accusing any famous people she chooses of being child molesters……. What is their game really ?   To drown out the real voices? As they couldn’t shut us up ?

Fresh Start Foundation whose partners include:  Penny Pullen,Christine Gow, David Scott (associate of Brian Gerrish, UK Column), Cat Scot @calamatiTcat, Andy Peacher (Freedom Talk Radio), are still sharing video clips of the two children (illegal), January 2018.  http://outlawjimmy.com/uk/shatterproof/

Ricky Dearman was investigated and cleared.  Yet this mob have continued to break the law, insist their fabrications are true, gifting naysayers of real cases, to call CSA Survivors witchunters and vigilantes, fantasists, nutters, and to insist on names being witheld, as well as another round of False Memory Syndrome, and all the while, careers are being built on the enormous pot of money, now available…… Recently Brian Gerrishs’ go to Satanic hoaxers Wilfred Wong & Sandra Fecht, along with Nathan Stoplman attempted to drum up business & entice survivors to be taken down their rabbitholes.  It failed.  But his mate Ed Opperman is still obviously determined to try and keep it going, given his recent interview with Jon Wedger of the dodgy dealings with Bill Maloney.

Ricky Dearman tho……He doesn’t deserve this and then of course, nor do I and anyone dissenting the ridiculous claims or foul abuse, levelled at us, online, well, their stock default answer is that we must be him, Ricky, who I have never met, but now am defending, by the way, he is going through the process of contact, and what the future holds, I hope is good for the two children.  We do know that the children are safe.

Given that Abe & Ella have boasted that their plan was to return to Morocco (where Abe had tortured the children for 4 weeks to make them repeat his sick lies & fantasies).  Thank everything that they were rescued and protected from further beatings, threats, starvation & sleep deprivation……  This torture is ignored by hoax pushers, they are all happy to support this child abuser who ran as soon as the game was up and arrest was imminent.  None of them have the right, therefore to claim to be fighting for children.  Please everyone realise that the videos have actually meant that they must remain hidden…..  If you can, please help by reporting videos & posts still appearing now.

Think about it, what a nasty trick this has been, but with such evil  outcomes all round, not least, causing CSA Survivors to be able to be re labelled, in ways we both never deserved, and were always used to mock or dismiss, abuse etc in the past.  But the worst thing is that real children have suffered, the two children and those of the innocent parents… and even now December 2017 there names, addresses, personal details and false accusations are being still shared.  The sharing of their videos of itself is child abuse.

Were Tom Watson and other MPs misteered by Bill and Chris Fay ?

but I tried to warn him, and others, I’m sure would have…..but look at the White Flowers Events, and you will see clear disinfo agents, Belinda McKenzie, Bill Maloney & Joe Public AKA Malcolm Blackman    Malcolm Blackman ex? 4Chan Troll of the vicious kind seen @ most Anti CSA Events, UK and   remember they began pizzagate & it’s the teams of people committed to raising the issue of satanist abuse to be more important than the real abuse being reported by survivors who do not embellish their history.

If you stop letting their emotional hooks work………..  Try looking at it from this way, if you’ve been duped, or feel defensive, they have played many tricks to keep you obedient, avoiding the real Truthers in this, and keep you attention on them, the headliners from the 2010 rally and hoaxers like Kevin Annett, David Shurter, Miles Johnston with his bevy of alien abductees & supersoldiers & MKUltras like Angela Power Disney, Cathi Morgan etc.. And David Ickes’ input…. his assertions that the world is run by satanist paedophiles, has been taken up……. to distract ?  to detract ? to level blame away from the real and guilty child molesters too common for most people to have comprehended, unless some of us were brave enough to tell them.

My hope with this message…..is to ask people to please help undo the harm caused.

Help empower those that really deserve and need it.  for a mighty sudden awakening and redress, funds for access,  put it into Survivors Hands, that are independent of  influence and can show this, by the members of their groups, historic evidence of actions, events, writings, petitions, that have led us to this point now. There are many elderly survivors of abuse with chronic illnesses, damage caused and not addressed or compensated in Ireland, UK, Australia, Canada, USA.

‘Since writing we had the brilliant Tim Minchin song ‘Come Home Cardenal Pell’, and the over £200,000 raised for the Ballarat Survivors to go to Rome, with other funds also improving, tho still more help is needed and I have been thanked by many for the better clarity, given by the Black and White Lists.  (Fiona Barnett, aided by Opdeatheaters & Pedophilesdownunder & Hollie/Hampstead hoax promoters, tried to divert funds by mirroring Tim Minchins page, video).   Since I caught sight of and quickly stopped it, fortunately, the hatred poured onto me, by those promoting the hoaxes increased, their attempt to sabotage that, raised questions amongst alot of us as to were they just greedy criminals supporting child abusers or some recieving support and funding ?    Or is there just money in it, claiming to help prevent child abuse and gaining donations ?

The IICSA UK CSAInquiry is now underway & like the Royal Commission Australia will be looking at all institutions.   Having watched many of the videos, it is clear that all religions have needed to be called into question for their avoidance of or covering up of abuse within them.  IICSA.ORG.UK 

Despite the attempts to infiltrate, interfere and sabotage it, the #CSAInquiry is going ahead with vigour and much valour from brave survivors of horrific abuse who’ve given their testimony.  More recently FSF & ITNJ have attempted to set up FMOTL type inquiries, wanting to collect testimonies and hold their own grand jury led courts, much like Kevin Annetts ITCCS. Org fiascos.

The final day of two week investigation into Peter Ball Anglican Church:

Truth Project  click link for quarterly updates

VoicingCSA

It has been shown that people do really care about CSA and Survivors/Victims, they want to help, and want to know how, they want to know, too that their money donated is well spent, and focused on the people and children at the centre of need, here.    Many are revolted by the viralised videos of the two hampstead children, and now realising the extent of conspiracy to commit many types of crime, alledgedly including child abuse, the tide has turned, thankyou to all who are helping,  on so many levels.  Alot of true collaboration is going on, and working, at last.’

Please ensure that the religious leaders, politicians, institutional directors and especially Insurance Companies attend to this issue finally, it is in your hands, to be able to make a real instant difference to the so many people living and aging, wounded mind, body and spirit, you must understand the impact of such violations to innocence, and what that would achieve……… So please, Do this, so that people can be supported better, and heal their wounds, as they give testimony and relive the torture inflicted on them.

The inquiries and Commission will be even the better for it.

Sheva.

Click here for The CSA/Family Justice Blacklist of Saboteurs/promoters of fakes

Saboteurs/Blacklist CSA/Family Justice

Sabine has tried to use Lucy Allens work to boost herself, so out of respect for Lucy here is her original link.

Lucy Allen Speaking of Children in Care

1994 2nd Public Rally against Child Abuse by C.R.O.S.S.
1994 2nd Public Rally against Child Abuse by C.R.O.S.S.
Anti child abuse rally 2013 run by Belinda Mckenzie, Maggie Tuttle, highlighting the hollie hoax.....again.
Anti child abuse rally 2013 run by Belinda Mckenzie, Maggie Tuttle, highlighting the hollie hoax…..again.

Trolls

Source: Trolls

The hoax teamsters, all cry bully, to any that challenge their disgusting campaigns, or point out the damage caused, by them.

I have reproduced some of their disgusting comments on this blog, but there are a wealth of other examples.

Once again, real evidence of the claims by those shedding light on the people involved, and the facts, all backed up.

Click the link, or check out any other tabs, to prove, disprove any queries you may have, or ask questions in the comments.

Any information to add to the cases being made against the real perpetrators:  Belinda Mckenzie, Sabine Mcneil, Angela Power Disney, and the others, is always recieved with gratitude, and real investigation.

Thankyou again, to all, devoting some time to reporting videos, sites, blogs, perpetuating this criminal activity.

Abraham Christie and Ella Draper, will hopefully return, to face justice.

Meanwhile, the children are safe in care….. we do need a system, some parents need to lose their children, some children are better off, and very happy to have been brought up in care.   Though the evidence of abuse within care is also real, and needs to be addressed.   Families today, need better advice, help and support, to help them navigate towards keeping their children, if they just need help.   Abraham admits that he did indeed abuse the children, and his followers dismiss any concerns about this.   Yet those spearheading this campaign, are also attempting to create a credible illusion of spearheading child protection campaigns, whilst steering parents towards the worst possible advice, actions, and then using the drama to keep their blogs gaining attention, and donations pouring in.

As the web is clearing and the dust settles, hoping to help concretise links with those hidden online, working hard, doing fantastic things, that deserve to be shared and known about, empowering and enlightening projects.

Lets co create more of that 2016.

Sheva

Click on the link for more info etc The page below is from Company Magazine ’93.  Launching our purple ribbon, on the cover ! whilst coincidentally, so did Marie Clare, they launched the Breast Cancer also with a purple ribbon, and kindly changed to pink, as they had the resources to change, and we didn’t.   The journalist was from New Zealand and this was a first, that my name and face were shown, with some of my story, along with other brave Incest Survivors, from Europe.  She kindly also gave our first public rally a plug.  But, also included was a report about False Memory Syndrome.  Ready to dismiss and denigrate us that were becoming determined not to keep silence which was protecting abusers and allowing it to continue.   It is raising it’s head again, and things have changed alot since then.   I have friends that have been falsely accused of abuse and i have friends who have never spoken openly about abuse, friends that couldn’t find anyone to represent or believe them, or find a therapist, let alone one who would implant memories, but it does also go on.    We can but keep trying to push the truth out into the light, on all of this.  Keep it real though, eh ?  🙂  I apologise, it’s really difficult to read, i’ll try and get it and other stuff online in a better form. Anyway that’s me at the bottom 🙂  a bit younger

 

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Edited and updated.  Revealing truthes by Sabine K McNeill, Angela Power Disney & Belinda Mckenzie.

One of few videos, of me speaking, sharing my intentions, 2009.

So i viralised the rally 2010, and the evidence is there, that Truth & Hope, was a fake charity, set up to help Belinda, and Co, aided by Ian McFerran, greatly, Butlin Cat, and John Hemming, Maggie Tuttle, to ensure that the genuine voices were mostly drowned out.

Aided to by Bill Maloney, who was on ITVNews stating that the rallies had only just begun, organised by him and Emma.

I guess the truth, spoken from the heart en masse, as had happened originally, filmed by BBC but shown in a documentary about False Memory Syndrome 1994, i guess the truth and massive energy we created 22yrs ago, re emerging and being shared on line, was too much to risk, with hindsight, i do believe there have been some with the purpose to create cases to mask our cases, allow us to still be mocked, and also to suppress us.

Truth is though, that at the same time, false allegations seem to be on the increase…… this too needs addressing, more.

And in the meantime, i have faith still, in the meantime, many good organisations, charities, groups, support networks, activists, writers, have still carried on, regardless, mostly ignoring the bunch of clowns, that took over our platform 2010…. i do not include all, there were a few very genuine speakers, easy to spot the difference…….

We do now have an Inquiry going on, yes with false starts, yes with problems, yes with people argueing, some fighting, vying it seems to take a lead…..In the background, i am sure good groups are preparing to work harder to support victims/survivors going forward with their testimonies and evidence.   I just wish it had been more prepared.

More than that, I wish, our original rally hadn’t been misused to support the false memory syndrome brigade, because it was begun, to  help abusers avoid justice, and did in turn, mean that many survivors ended up with mental health labels, undeserved and even losing children, even losing them to survivors….. This has continued, and a force to be examined are the Psychiatric Experts and Expert Witnesses.

My suspicion of hoax teams, covering up the evidence of our early rallies, is because, if it were shown in it’s entirety, for sure with blurred faces…. by the BBC the whole truth of what was then, would be heard and seen, well, as much as we were able.   This can easily undo the claims, that people in power did not realise…. even though it wasn’t properly aired on TV.  It would have been watched by some officials, having been filmed in Trafalgar Sq.

The hoaxes and the people engaging with them, supporting them and in contact, supporting each other, serve so many dark purposes, no matter which way i look at it, i just wish i hadn’t become so ill, by the day, and been able to be bolder, and regain the platform.  But what has unfolded since, serves as a great lesson, for many, including me.  Lots of lessons.

There are signs of them losing their grip, at last.

Like a wounded beast, some are becoming even worse in their abusive behaviour, others more into their flights of fancy, delusions and pretence…..

I hope that the good people, unwittingly caught up with any, will make their position clear now, if realising the whole truth, they want to dissassociate.   To help un confuse, and discombobulate, their tentacles have reached within many, and covertly, many have the purpose to bully, disrupt, confuse, bring down, good groups, if possible.

Sheva with an E 🙂

 

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Recently a spate of trolls have niggled and have links to a facebook group called ‘The Official Enigma….. ‘  which is linked to Chris Everard and supports or did, posting of the disgusting hampstead hoax, and therefore all of the #cybercrime #childabuse #internetbullying #harrassment #terrorising #cursing #lying #aggression #smears #sabotage #victimblame  carried out, and encouraged by some who should know better, designed to do this by #BelindaMckenzie #SabineKMcNeil #ArayaSoma #AngelaPowerDisney #AbeChristie #Ella #NeeluBerry #JohnBanks #Holliehoaxer #MalcolmKonradOlvilvy #ButlinCat #DeborahMahmoudieh #BrianGerrish etc

Cynically, as i promote Enigma’s Cross of Change Album, is this yet another attempt to overshadow, genuine networkers, and all that we do to shine light on truth, with integrity ? or just a coincidence, who knows, who cares, but people with influence on the net, better wake up, and start removing, if they want to have any credibiility left.

Since Belinda & Co planned to put chosen speakers on the platform 2010, after i had viralised the promotion of it, and encouraged many genuine survivors to come and speak, from there, they created false credibility.

Click the link to review the home page and over the next while, i intend to write more.  And it will be a bit more about solutions, and re inforcing the good networks.

 

 

So many amazing people, doing so much yet today a woman is beaten USA …….

And I mean legally, or almost, the case isn’t over yet……  But her abuser is a powerful and influential man, whose lawyer plays golf with him………  this is going on everywhere to.

Some incest victims/survivors talk of most of their family being abused, and of other people in the community also being either involved or colluding in villages and towns everywhere.   I hadn’t known that Ronald Reagans’ son had been raped, and more, and gone on to write and join forces with others to attempt to protect children. Read the article below about Michael Reagans account)

There are many brilliant teams, working hard, and many doing things more quietly too.    This article and the conversation i just had with the woman in USA, brings it home once more, keep going, keep sharing, keep shedding light, keep helping solutions, to be shared so they can flourish, each person we reach and help can blossom into being so powerful, once they can shuck off the shame, fear, and dark imaginings that childhood trauma leaves behind.

With sexual abuse, it then has gone to our deepest most sacred level of our being, and that is why, i,m passionate about letting out the darkness, letting it go, it is not ours, but theirs.    By doing that and encouraging our light to shine, we help to fan the light in others, and remind them that it is still there,  the problem i,ve mostly found, is that alot of healers, therapists, and people generally, cannot cope with what can be a tremendous release of anger, fear, grief.

It frightens any who have not found ways to release them.       Speaking with Actors and Musicians, they tell me, that they have been able to release emotions, through these mediums, and not needed to do it in therapy.      Some of my paintings were very dark, i used to just make shapes with paint, and then splat about and smear, one turned into a giant penis the colour of red clay, and with horns,  i had by then in hypno been asked what was inside me, and i ended up muttering, feeling very young, the devil a penis, and then this painting appeared……………   i binned it when i didn,t need to acknowledge, feel and release hatred inside me, that i didn,t know i carried, a few friends, were totally shocked, but for me, by then i really believed that i was saving my life and probably cancer, i also detoxed and used lots of various meditations, like ‘shadow queen’,  oils, chrystals, and was working with holistic massage.  The changes in me were incredible, and i journalled alot.   Journeyed alot to, in meditation, trance and during massage.

I believe that as my unconcious mind was able to express and clear out all of the memories i had needed to block to survive, that there was then room for my mind to open, and unlocking ancient knowledge, tapping into higher conciousness, mass too, and while crippled, and having to lie down most of the day, i felt blessed to have the ability, and time to use the power of my thoughts to create my healing.     Well since then, as my life has been various snakes and ladders, have meant that i know have to begin again, and i will be sharing vlogs as i do, and happy to share with others that feel like joining in.

Self healing, gentle techniques, starting with breath.   Soon.   I didn,t know i was gonna write all of that, but it might explain to people why i,d like to get to stonehenge, this weekend 🙂

I,m not put off, but happy to be a part of it………   at the moment the Walk Against Corruption UK is fairly small and gentle…….  perhaps it will gain momentum by the time it reaches London.  Facebook page:  https://www.facebook.com/BenFellowsWalk

gathering camp 13th/14th July 2013

gathering camp 13th/14th July 2013

 

Anyway, back to the USA  there are resources and inspiration, things to participate in, if it,s in your area……..   and remember, even if it looks as though there is lots happening, on the ground, many , too many are suffering injustice or abuse daily, right now, with still no where to turn, but a facebook group.

To begin with, we need to let them have choices of resources asap.    I hope groups will stop, being cliquey, and hold members prisoner, or some of the emotional blackmail, i,ve seen go down, or the disgusting levels some infighting gets too.     Yes there are people on this walk, who i suspect could be controlled opposition, if they are, there is nothing i can do to stop it, except be myself , and i,m not controllable 🙂

I still think it is another form of light shedding, and as all are welcome, it can be shown uncontrollably, it enough independents, get on this…………………    me i,ll be there to speak about the whole picture as someone who networks globally, and often still in secret groups, with people going through alot , right now, up to campaigners, also globally, sharing news, ideas, and getting to know each other.      I have never stopped talking about abuse, wherever i have been, and even those words, and convos over years of me not being an active campaigner, were of value.

I saw a status today, ‘We don,t need more heroes’,  my thought was…………. ‘there are so many, shame so many want to be the ONE, or or ONE LEADING GROUP,  so that it becomes more about them, than the core issue, and the people who are in need, right now, still falling through the net.

I got to wondering, is it part of our makeup commonly, does being traumatised and abused, make us over compensate, by needing to be heroic to a level that can work against, others, ultimately?   I know for me this was an issue, as a child i was bullied, ostracised, i smelt, and my mum chopped my hair off to make me ugly, and my clothes sucked………..  and i probably did seem strange, secretive, i don,t know……….. but my dreams were full of things like the school burning down and me able to fly and rescue them, but like all superheroes, they never knew, if only they did, they,d be nice to me…………..  grief as i write this, i realise that , that is exactly how i felt, back when i,d had my first son at 19, and pined for my mum, and was sure that if only she knew, she,d be there, grieving, but also feeling noble, because i hadn,t told her, and gave her up……….sacrificed myself, not realising that that was what she had done, it was to be a further 15 years before she snorted that it didn,t matter, and that she,d always known, anyway……………. well that was a massive shock, to me.   I was still yet to find out how many would then close ranks.   How many would label me vindictive, when i decided to take a civil case forward, which i still couldn,t while i thought it would kill my mum to know.

2 years of gruelling reliving, statements, and trauma, the House of Lords put a stop, to the first case of its kind, by changing the statute of limitations, now, any doubts for me, that there really was a conspiracy of silence, and a wall of denial, protecting the ring, that i knew because i had been friends with victims of the elites, that are the ones practising what we call SRA.     I know from many real sources exactly what went on and why.         I knew then, and it was the reason for our first public march & rally, 20 years ago, i could see no other way, then publically displaying our truth, and we did.     Walk with us, i asked, if you simply want child abuse to stop.   Amongst all of the corruption, it lives, the arms, drugs, all big dealings, all big industries, all child protection institutions & services, all influential professions, contain those that link and practice dark , hidden arts, to various degrees.

Another reason for my joy at the stonehenge gathering, do be part of a group of lightworkers, and to alert lightworkers around the world, to send love and light to Stonehenge this weekend, how ever you choose to, please send your prayers, thoughts, and help.

I hope to be able to walk with them some of the way, if not, i will be watching for news and sharing it, as i am with Matty McVarish on Road To Change EU,  unable to ignore the two different  walks, both by people who worked at the BBC, both ignored so far by UK media, one likely to be highly ridiculed, but we survivors of abuse are used to that, for whatever reason, and neither will stop me, from sharing them,   so that those who choose to can join in if they wish…………….   divisions, though are still abound.   As are those determined to cause them.   🙂    I have also the pleasure of sharing our upswelling against the same enemies they have faced, with many actions, through Kevin Annett, Whisper’n Thunder, Idle no More.   As well as Australian forgotten children groups, much the same corruption has infected our world, we are many in various ways, determined to make it stop.   Links below:  or Google Road To Change EU, childabusejointhedots, Walk Against Corruption UK, as well as those mentioned above.

Childhelp, Erin Merryn and Michael Reagan team up to protect children

Childhelp is part of a coalition who are dedicated to making every child in this country safe from predators.  Photo: Childhelp/Facebook

WASHINGTON, July 9, 2013 —  There is a coalition of heroes who have dedicated their lives to protecting the innocence of children and to rescuing the vulnerable from predators like Jerry Sandusky. That coalition includes the organization Childhelp, the son of former president Ronald Reagan and child abuse survivor Michael Reagan, and the author, child abuse survivor and advocate Erin Merryn.

Childhelp (http://www.childhelp.org) is an organization that was created by two women whose boundless compassion could not ignore the tragedy that unfolded around them.


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Sara Buckner (O’Meara) and Yvonne Lime (Fedderson) were Hollywood actresses who met on the set of Adventures of Ozzie & Harriet.

In 1959 during a goodwill tour visiting U.S. Troops in Japan, the two young women happened upon a group of eleven young children wandering the streets after a typhoon. The women quickly learned that the children were those of American troops who had fought during the Korean War. They also learned that the children had been turned away from every orphanage due to their mixed heritage.

Sara and Yvonne, led by their hearts, had no choice and led the beleaguered children back to their hotel room where they fed and sheltered them. They began a relentless search to find a place for these young orphans, and when word finally reached them of one woman who was caring for mixed heritage orphans, they immediately sought her out. What they found was a one-room shack overflowing with those who had been cast aside by society. The woman, Kin Horuchi, agreed to take the eleven orphans in and as the word spread she was soon caring for one hundred Japanese-American children.

Sara and Yvonne could have returned to their lives as Hollywood actresses, but at this point they did something extraordinary. They returned home and began raising money to build the orphanages needed to care for these forgotten children, eventually building four that changed the lives of countless children.


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Japan had been a life changing experience for Sara and Yvonne, and since that day in 1959, they have come to symbolize everything that is good in this world and defined the phrase “selfless dedication to a cause.”

In 1959 Sara and Yvonne founded International Orphans, an organization dedicated to finding homes for the lost and forgotten. They have been tireless advocates for children, building orphanages in Vietnam during the brutal war in that country in the 1960s, They took part in the airlift to transport children from Vietnam to adoptive homes in America after the war ended. After hearing a speech by Sara and Yvonne, First Lady Nancy Reagan enlisted their help to combat an epidemic that was sweeping the United States.

A study by the Senate Subcommittee on Children and Youth reported the rising incidence of child abuse in the United States. Nancy Reagan, a woman of great compassion and stature, immediately leapt into action. After she approached Sara and Yvonne the two quickly took up the fight to save America’s children from the tragedy of child abuse. They have been boundless advocates for victims and survivors of child abuse and were instrumental in the education and prevention of the stolen innocence and vandalized hopes and dreams of our children.

Michael Reagan (http://www.michaelereagan.com) has spent the last twenty-five years of his life raising awareness about the scourge of child abuse.

The son of former president Ronald Reagan and Actress Jane Wyman, he is the Founder and Chairman of Reagan Legacy Foundation, New York Times Bestselling Author, Townhall Columnist and Former Talk Radio Host.

In his book, “Twice Adopted,” Reagan courageously shares his struggle to overcome his trauma as a victim of child abuse and child pornography. He has used his experience to help educate and empower parents and children so that no child has to suffer as he did. It is through his courage and that of Sara and Yvonne that they have teamed up to protect our children from predators through the 1-2-3 formula. The first component of this is the implementation of Erin’s law created from the courage and determination of author and advocate Erin Merryn.

Erin Merryn was a young girl when her innocence was stolen after being molested by her cousin and a friend’s uncle.

Trapped in a prison of silence, Erin dealt with her pain by writing in a small journal she was given as a present. One day her sister confided in Erin that the same cousin had molested her. Erin’s need to protect her sister eclipsed the pain she felt over her own abuse and she immediately confided in her parents. The friend’s uncle and her cousin were  arrested and brought to justice, but like Sara, Yvonne and Michael Reagan, her life embarked on a new course with a determination to save all children from the trauma she endured.

In 2005 her diary was turned into the book, “Stolen Innocence,” and its pages have inspired countless victims and survivors to break their silence and that even on their worst days it would eventually get better.

In 2010 Erin Merryn helped craft “Erin’s law,” which implements child abuse education in grades Pre-K through eighth grade. She is tireless in her quest to have Erin’s law passed by every state. Erin is currently fighting to protect the children of New York State and is awaiting a vote by the New York State Assembly in January 2014.

The second component of the 1-2-3 formula is the implementation of Childhelp’s Speak Up Be SafeTM (SUBS) premier curriculum for grades one thru six.

Through education and empowerment of parents and children, the program combats the ever-growing threat to our children from cyberbullying, Internet predators and “sexting.” The final component is the utilization of technology such as smart phones as aids in the education and prevention of child abuse.

It has been a year this month that Jerry Sandusky was convicted of molesting young boys. Many thought that when Sandusky was locked away we had eliminated the threat to our children from sexual predators. Sandusky was only one of thousands that roam our streets today. Cloaked in the disguise of respectability, these stealth predators are sharks on land searching 24/7 for the next innocent and vulnerable child to target.

The conviction of Jerry Sandusky was not an end but a beginning, a beginning to a war that has been hidden for many years. His conviction is the Pearl Harbor in the war against child abuse that has been raging all around us, fought by brave heroes like Sara, Yvonne, Michael and Erin.

Nationally, one in four girls and one in six boys are victims of child abuse. There are over forty-two million survivors of child abuse in the world today.

According to a Centers for Disease Control study, the lifetime costs for the victims of child abuse reported in one year is $124 billion. The National Center for Missing and Exploited Children reports there are currently 500,000 registered sex offenders in the United States, and typically 100,000 of those are unaccounted for.

Other pedophiles are not on records or in databases. Pedophiles like Jerry Sandusky walk silently among us, and Sandusky showed us just how well they can disguise themselves.

The United States Government Accountability Office reports that, “More than five children die every day as a result of child abuse.” The U.S. Department of Health and Human Services Administration for Children and Families Administration on Children, Youth and Families Children’s Bureau estimated that between 50-60% of child fatalities due to maltreatment are not recorded as such on death certificates.

Research has also shown that each victim of child abuse has to tell an average of seven adults before they are believed, and those who make it to the seventh adult are few in number.

As a young boy I prayed every day for help in escaping the child abuse I endured. Today I wake up each day and fight to educate and empower parents and children so that not one more child suffers the hell I had to endure. I am honored to work alongside Sara, Yvonne, Michael, Erin and everyone at Childhelp to stop this scourge. If I can save just one child from a lifetime of suffering my purpose in this life will have been fulfilled.

Please join Sara, Yvonne, Michael, Erin and me as we fight to save the most precious treasure we have, our children. To report child abuse or if you are a victim or survivor of child abuse and need help call Childhelp National Child Abuse Hotline 1-800- 4-A-CHILD. You can also find more information and how you can help by going to the Childhelp website (http://www.childhelp.org).

For more information about Erin’s law click here (http://erinslaw.org) and for more information on Michel Reagan you can go to his website here (http://www.michaelereagan.com).

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See facebook page, or twitter feed for links to lots including all mentioned here   to the right of the page, or follow, please click buttons, so others, can be empowered by freely shared information, of the many groups/campaigns/causes, and please help make this year the 20th Anniversary of the Public March & Rallies to stop child abuse…………..   with the Real Full Stop……  please any celebs, feel welcome to help put together a massive fundraiser, concerts/art diplays/shows/world recording…………  lets direct funds to a central core team with the knowledge, integrity, and ability, and connections, to make sure it is used to effectively, and swiftly help the victims and survivors of child abuse, who are struggling right now………….  it was all in the original dream 1988.

No one told me visions could take so long to manifest……….lol………. but along the way, so many miraculous things have occurred and resonated, and shown me, that it will happen this year.     Somehow.

I appreciate so much the many i have dialogued with over the years, not always often, but always deeply, sharing what the real and deep and huge truthes are.   Validating each other.  Thankyou, it has all meant alot.    🙂