Petition: Establish Independent Board to Investigate Police Complaints Please click the link, read, sign and share if you agree.
This just in from the Ham & High: apparently Neelu’s hearing this morning was even more exciting than we’d imagined!
This, i heard this, in the first videos that i could only find on Angirifan, which i did, having been alerted by something i saw, and realising who were promoting it, i spent the whole weekend, listening to the whole lot, and talking with a friend who had asked me what i thought…….
This is why i had no doubt and is why, i have no mercy for people that have helped to perpetuate these, false flags, that they have hurt so many, and on top of that pretend to spearhead child protection uk, whilst fiona barnyard bennett has tried the same down under, that belinda, bill , brian , david , and all on my blacklist attempted here UK, tho it is still incomplete, and with regards shared radio platforms, it is the host mentioned, not necessarily the whole platform.
The fake hollie campaign was ignored by many of us while the Troof platforms ran amok with it, given a false illusion that the speakers at the 2010 rally were the go to people, and that we were all too scared to speak out…………
I realised it could happen again, and this time moreso and worse, for us with the growing Inquiries, Commission, and of course the thousands of strong people, that work tirelessly, speak out continuosly, but will have nothing to do with the hampstead hoax or the charlatans and crooks promoting it.
Survey and Questionaire
Last year I filled out a questionaire, I shared on Social Media, to a weak response, alot of ‘What’s the point’, and ‘We already Know…’.
I’ll share the link to Community Care’s report, which includes a comment from me, below. I was pleased, i’d encouraged people to join in if possible, how, otherwise will our voices be heard, now that more are finally listening, and our needs be met, better, at last. I hope……Also a link to a current, easy to use questionaire, short, which i have also filled in and share, for the same reason. Many are needing to be educated in how to best help Survivors of childhood trauma & abuse, often ignored, possibly because so many institutions, had been complicit, in allowing it to continue……? Even for causing it ? we’ll only find out if Victims/Survivors are able to provide their testimonies, evidence, and they may need some extra support whilst doing so, and generally, many, me included, have had appalling treatment, non treatment, ignorant & dangerous treatment.
So Fill in this quick Questionaire and share: Click for Quick Survey NHS MentalHealth Users. Independent Avengerz Fight Back
Community Care Article Social Services ‘very poor’ when working with child sexual abuse survivors’, survey finds
Note the Blacklsit, unfortunately, a group have grown and spread, to infect, infiltrate, and complicate, many campaign groups. We have now turned the tide, recently caught out, making death threats publically, to long term Survivor and Warrior John Brown, taking the Hampstead Hoax to the Royal Commission groups, and Fiona Barnett hoax, back here, in return, through the matrix of trick sites, set up by Belinda McKenzie, who co opted our 2010 Rally and Sabine McNeill, still today, tweeting with her fake public inquiry site.
So i got a bit of a huff and a puff on, got me broom out, and my varooom on, and put myself into their arena.
And guess what? According to these dreadful fake campaigners, I am a pick n mix of, gorgeous labels, which meant i needed to alert my police, which put me back in touch with Victim Support.
I gave them a speech ’96.
Friday they met with Survivors UK. So there is a Step Change, now.
I’ll write a blog about more of my experience with Victim Support soon, and thank them very much, for understanding my pretty unusual needs within the situation, i found myself in.
In fact the hoax thing, has helped enormously, to educate, both the Police and Victims Support, and probably more, who have now, seen the awful effect these people were having, and how far their reach was/is. So that though, most ignore the outrageous, obvious trolls, shills, conspiracy theories, especially those who have been busy doing the real work on this issue. In this case, a warning has needed to be pushed out to all of the networks, on all platforms, so that the very good ones, and there are many, can be heard above the din, made by these terribly bad campaigns.
Those of us with time, energy and the will, experience and know how, need to be heard now, so that even more people can heal, feel heard, empowered.
This will help change the dynamics, attitudes and lacks that allowed so much Child Abuse to continue, for way too long.
Be safe Always First, as a Fellow Survivor and Poet, John always says, he made the video, for Cross of Change 2010 Rally, at least that was what it was called, before ‘Truth and Hope’, Fcough, co opted it, with Belinda Mckenzie, Kevin Annett, Bill Maloney, Penny Pullen and others involved in the Hollie Hoax, which really needs addressing still.
He read some of his poems and also coaxed me up to the mike, and when i first had decided to maximise publicising it on Facebook, he warned me, of what might happen, i thought i had enough support for it to be safe, i was wrong, i had trusted people with ulterior motives, or that were themselves co opted by Belinda etc.
If anyone knows how to get Vimeo and Youtube to disallow the videos, on all these cases, still out there, please do get onboard and help. They are a threat to freedom of speech, on this issue, perhaps Child Abuse matters more than most issues ? Perhaps it matters more than Copyright issues.
One of the biggest shocks has been that a video was removed instantly on that issue, yet way toooooo slow, on the matters of Child Abuse, Child Protection, Harrassment, Malicious Communications.
The terrible responses from Facebook regarding the hampstead hoax reports, given that many posts contain pictures of the children, names of innocent people, it carries an injunction, and the posters threaten and slur anyone who dissents.
Including Angela Power Disney, who runs ‘Justice for Hampstead’, Secret Facebook Group, and can be seen on this blog, sneering and smearing, lying, giving disinfo, trying to raise a million. She and her team, produce a troll list…….. I must have featured highly, to recieve the dangerous accusations, made by bloggers, either in their team, supporting abusers, or sabotaging us, or trying to oppress those of us, that really have and can make a difference, and help stop abusers, from having so much opportunity, to hurt and violate children. Sweeping up vulnerable, some sick people who clickalot and think they’re heroes !
Thankyou to all who have, inspired, supported, helped and listened to me.
Here are some recommended people and groups, working with integrity, we all make errors at times, and trust the wrong people, and as shown some very nasty and subversive tactics have been employed, as well as emotionally charged people, releasing alot of negativity online, many are very negative about the new developments.
It is fair enough, for some, so weary, so tired of being let down, so angry, that whilst perps are getting alot of money spent on their rights, and lighter sentencing, though all improving, only through pressure. Whilst Survivors/victims have been so badly let down, for so long, but most of us know that more abuse, isn’t the answer.
Certainly i have witnessed people that are amongst groups, stirring trouble or being negative, purposefully, to bring people down, often they are also promoting the fakes, so hence, the warnings i am hoping will be shared.
Those messing with us, i believe are encouraging all the wrong sorts of actions, whilst ignoring all that are working away, whilst challenging, asserting, they keep it non abusive, which is always more effective, in the end. We have come far.
There is alot of twisting that has gone on. And i am hoping to help rake out the crap, so that the better people and groups can rise to the challenges right now, and people can support each other, more so, without these dangerous types that have infiltrated.
I digress, below are links to some very real people, who deserve to be supported in their endeavours, so that people can choose their path and part of the campaign, or get help with any needs that they have, i will be adding to the list of well known, effective sites, going by the survivors recommendations, that i hear, or see.
The links below will take you direct to the websites.
- Survivors Voices Speaking Truth to Power Ep20 with Svava Brooks & links to other shows
- UKCSAPT Sweeping away the secrecy
- IICSA Public Inquiry
- Voicing CSA Meetings re IICSA inquiry
- Survivors Network Abused by Priests
- Accurate picture of steps that led to True Crime Series, leading to the Spotlight Movie ! please support this blogger Kay Ebeling
- One in Four (Support)
- Wall of Silence Exhibition
- RoadtoChangeEu Matty McVarish 10,000 mile walk
- For Male Survivors of Sexual Assualt
- Global bishopaccountability.org report crime/gainsupport
- Spotlight Film Trailer coming soon UK
- Essential True Crime Series background to Spotlight Film. Exclusive.
- Awareness week 1st – 7th Feb join in ?UK
- Journey to the heart Free trauma therapy
- Child Protection Resource Legal & current news, advice & more UK
- Child Protection Law UK
- Shame of Ireland links/discussion/support for victims/survivors that happened in Ireland
- Community Care Survey results on Social Services Poor care of CSASurvivors. Survey
- New Zealand’s Historic Abuse Claims
- Excellent US hub, linking globally
- CSAworldwise SexTrafficking movie Educational & more/
- GangTv2 Worldwide Gangs Education/inspiration
- Cornelius Crowley Easter Truth Playlist Empathy/Children/music2/blog
- Royal Commission Aus. Info/News/help
- Dreamcatchers For Abused Children USA based, resource/links/news/nonprofit/socialmedia groups
- Bsafe1stAlways Uk Survivor/Poet/writer/resource/education
- HAVOCA : HelpingAdultVictimsOfChildAbuse
- Transparancy Project Child Protection Conference ‘Where do we go from here ?’ UK
- Trafficking And Prostitution Services helping workers leave the life. worldwide links, updates
- Real Whistleblower Down Under
Books coming and i will try and put it into sections too soon, but need this info cirulated, it’s an important time.
We have good reason to hope for change and without sabotage, everything within ourselves, our networks, groups, events, to encourage each other, on this journey.
Also for current projects to help right now, with young people incarcerated, or with addictions. How long is too long………..
I spoke at a Community Forum 20 odd years ago, and piped up that we needed specialist help for CSA Survivors, the speaker glared at me, ‘No funds possible’, i said ‘Your’e already spending money on us, look at any service for the vulnerable, homeless, addicted, there are survivors who need to heal the root cause, which is not a treatable disease, the drugs just suppress us, and we didn’t cause it’, I’ll come back to this, i met her again, down the road, i have no idea if she hated on me, cos she was a catholic, or what…..but she even told me off for wearing the wrong knickers scornfully, but, that’s another chapter.
Those that can and want to, there will be good events, where the right solutions can be found, if discussed in ways that many of us can.
I am tired, but will add and try again to form a comprehensive data base or directory. I will be adding to this list, as i can.
Most will already have links to more good groups, the facebook groups Cross of Change and Join The Dots have other pages in the likes, which might be useful……I am raking out the crappy ones, please alert others, being infiltrated by them as listed, in my previous blog. It’s not that i fuly trust the system, nor MP’s, nor all media, etc, but we Survivors have created new opportunities, and there are many out there, wanting to help, many experienced and able, and many floundering, not knowing how.
We can help……..But the infiltrators have caused some problems and are striking some of the strongest, targetting us for ever more ridiculous and disgusting claims, whilst selling bullshit.
All of the above listed, though have good track records, longterm, and there are more out there, many more.
Be safe and as well as possible.
click above for recorded evidence of death threat from a follower of another case promoted by Sabine McNeill, Belinda Mckenzie and those die hard hg hoaxers…..who all also promote…..Fiona Barnett. This threat was towards Veteran Campaigner John Brown, and others downunder, caused by Fiona Barnett & David Shurter falsely accusing them as he has done also to me and others.
More info here: The Real Deal on CSAinquiry, Royal CommissionAus
And a blacklist Below.
I caught Sabine McNeill up to her usual tricks, yesterday, posting the video link at bottom of page, on her ‘PunishmentwithoutCrime’ blog.
I don’t recommend trying the links there, the Facebook one sent me to a fake lucy one, which had one post, an advert for Developers for WordPress, with the promise of alot of future work.
- The matrix web of sites include, Any with Belinda Mckenzie’s involvement:
- Jeranism Youtube channel, just uploaded latest interview with 2 child abusers Abe & Ella
- CHILDPROTECTION TASKFORCE
- This blog contains links to suspects listed
- With Belinda/Sabine/hoaxgroomers/ click to other conferences.The front page is an illusion of being onside with the real deal, they are not. Also Screaming to be heard Usual Suspects
This was the last conference with Kellie Cottam’s brilliant speech, a Must Hear watch out too, for more truth from the hero herself. That took courage, much respect. Kellie speaking truth to belly the eliphantClick for video.
BELINDA McKENZIE Belinda & Angela Power Disney proof Belinda & Angela Power Disney Proof
- ANGELA POWER DISNEY Lies of attacks whilst attacking others inc. me
if you are genuinely a survivor you are a disgrace to the name. (my inbox 3.12.14) many reports of this.
Angela Power Disney & others consistantly undermine survivors:
- FIONA BARNETT Fiona Barnett & David Shurter @ lying disinfo, accusing real advocates of being agents etc 1hr
- Click Article Wake up World lAnother Whistleblower villiefied by Fiona & Dave
- SABINE McNEILL Sabine Lying,Crying harrassing, Angie slurring survivors
- KNIGHTS FOUNDATION
- BATTLE FOR BRITAINS CHILDREN
- OPTIONS NOT ADOPTIONS
- MCKENZIE ASSOCIATES/MORPHING NOW TO; MCKENZIE ANGELS
- link to petition Proof of links to all suspect cases tho since 4 arrests Sabine is removing some. fake supporters mass sign & gives false image, Lucy Allen is heading this Eu Group
- VICTIMS UNITE
- ANY THAT APPEAR IN EITHER AND ALL SIDE BARS INCLUDING :
- ANDY PEACHER RADIO HOST & CONFERENCE ORGANISOR
- NEELU BERRY Neelu’s fake claims/babies/hampstead/bail breaking includes Christine Sands & Fiona Barnett case video link proving they and kevin annett david shurter are all in this together plus beinda, sabine all spreading these
- lou lotus Youtube Channel harrassing/encouraging harrassment of services, wasting time, when CSASurvivors need these, to respond
- ANDY PEACHER, is a genuine father lost children, to care, but imo, used by the chalatans, and needs help to pick the right speakers, until he drops those on this list his name remains here, only because he leads people to this Spiderweb.
- JAMES McMENAMIN
- BRONWYN LLEWELLYN
- DEBORAH MAHMOUDIEH
- JACQUI FARMER
- JACOB FARMER
- CHARLOTTE WARD
- DAVID SHURTER Recent tweets abusive/diabolical
- FIONA BARNETT
- LAURENCE COGHLAN featured in video link above
- PEADOHUNTERS DOWNUNDER ?
- ED OPPENHEIMER
- BILL MALONEY
- CHRIS FAY
- BEN FELLOWS
- CODE 2222 AND ALOT OF CHANNELS FOR BACK UP
- ABE CHRISTIE Made up lies, false accusations about me, threats, the usual.
- ELLA DRAPER i’m not a mail fan bt surely these two should be for torturing the children
- CHRISTINE SANDS
- BRENDA MCNAMARA
- ROBERT GREEN Life After Hollie proof/hoaxperpslink
- BUTLIN CAT / JOHN GRAHAM
- PENNY PULLEN
- ALL ASSOCIATES ALL ASSOCIATED WITH SPREADING THE HG HOAX.
- BRIAN GERRISH on Google Plus wall Sheva Burton will add some links here, soon.
- SABINE K MCNEILL best see the tab Players/hoaxtead plus already on posts here.
- ALAN WRIGHTSON
- JUSTICE FOR HOLLIE Still some relentless sites, backed up,
- MALCOLM K OLVILVY always involved in nasty trolling/stalkin on behalf of holliehoax See my Google Plus, the call me a Gatekeeper, LOL. I open gates, they chose to see us as victims/sheep that they could misteer, whilst bullying any in their way !
- Sharon Kilby/Sharon Zaki has written a shitload about me & many, only recently. really long, full of crap & lies
- Sharons writing style very similar to Charlotte Ward/Jacqui Farmer who ran the orignal, disgusting blog..
- Will add more
- Martin Matthews sabotaged, groomed ? a number of cases, vulnerable mothers,encouraged to act in unhelpful ways. Mysogenist? Infiltrator ? Evidence soon, and more info with sensitivity to victims, soon.
- Pineutopia Youtube Channel (posted a comment/comments immediately shutdown/my pc & twitter gone nuts.)
- CathyFox Blog
- MHoust42 Filmaker Bambuser & Youtube
- Researching Reform
- Some listed may be unaware, but must desist in supporting. enabling, colluding, covering up, for a sinister web of crime.
So these people have certainly badgered the poor MP’s to death, though i do not include John Hemming, who i really think should make a public statement/apology, even.
These people have systematically viralised fake chosen cases, some also have supported real ones, but Hoaxtead Research, link below has evidence easily accessable, in their tabs, on all of their claims and proof is on my blog of how dire and serious the attacks on genuine CSA campaigners are becoming, if we won’t share their BS, we are called paedo supporters, or paedos, government shills, agents, etc….I hope i have managed to paint the picture clearly enough, given that the UK Rallies were co opted 2010. With hindsight and proven by their actions since, the above list, have demonstrated these dynamics, over and over again. Many have formed in smaller, tighter, safer groups and are working hard, achieving much, despite and in spite of them, and my list on, So now some good news will be more developed.
The rest ? i’m really thinking they are being mullered for what’s done, or otherwise ? yeah i wonder, too. but i do think that for the first time in history, Child Sexual Abuse is on the agenda, in Parliaments, as never before, and we need to stop the wrongun’s from misteering people. Really unless, like me and many others, you have focussed on this issue for a long time, broadly, you wouldn’t know. I have witnessed many genuine, vulnerable, emotional people be drawn into their net and games, if people sign the petitions sent out by Sabine’s teams, you can expect to get sudden friends and attention, and if you dare to mind, or disagree or ask the wrong question, many have been bullied, some even to suicide, and many to give up, and never want to come near social media or these issues again, worse though many have also lost their children, who might not have, if better advised.
If we listen and see what they are attempting, here are my observations, impressions and judgements, opinions:
- viralise ridiculous, farfetched, made up cases, allowing those who really want us to shut up to use labels that we have worked hard to dismantle, and had achieved, we still are taken more seriously, but:
- Frighten people away from sources of real help. eg. Good campaigners, effective and sound, Good support groups as can be heard from David & Fiona on that interview above.
- Lie and accuse us of threatening or lying, cast doubts on whether we are real survivors and attempt to trigger us.
- Use manipulative techniques including NLP, emotional hooks, whilst pretending that another victim has reported being bullied or threatened by one of us, that would never do so. I have written further on this, as has a linked blog, with de bunking info, my view is balanced, and i will also list some decent practitioners out there. As well as Osteopaths, alot of bodyworkers have found that they may trigger a release of massive emotion, and with us Survivors that can be either dangerous or healing, depending on whether we can, go through that healing crisis with the right help.
- Create fake drama, whilst in fact as evidenced, one of their followers have indeed issued death threats
- Groom people to believe and support them, how on earth did Bill Maloney & Chris Fay fool so many, including MP’s.
The truth is that the reality is dramatic enough. For a stark contrast, and a truly spiritual journey, of healing and then extending light to others, to set them free….. This is a powerful film. I am not religious, but i do believe Jesus, existed, but has just been mis described. A bit like a friend Kay Ebeling, stuggling, interesting Journalist, writing to survive. luckily, tho, in what sounds like a beautiful home, in North America. I’ll add her link soon to the coming Worldwide Whitelist, forming on my notepad, Google plus, as well as adding this beautiful Dreamcatchers Foundation Film.
That blue list here, Blacklist, on checking a few links for new people to this case, but that are seasoned activists, campaigners, genuine about this, the signs are immediately apparnat, and is enough surely for people to warn their networks, and keep up to date as the lists grow, and the background and developments as these people are arrested, tell even more outrageous lies. Meanwhile lets keep up the good work ! we are still more effective and there are serious challenges now.
It is important that people network effectively to build a ring of protection that people can trust, those that work with integrity will recommend others, not try to bind people to them and extort everything possible, in terms of attention, money and time. Please don’t be afraid to change your mind, and get with the good groups, or support them. I too, was suckered, triggered really badly, and as i can develop my personal story, i think many will be shocked, at the lengths they will go to.
For now though, i want to help people be safer from them, and understand that they are in fact, guilty of all they project and accuse people like me, the innocent people in these cases, and don’t mind bullying and abusing anyone in their way, including children.
But coming from the absolute silence, we are now in a deluge of information, it is important that those who wish to add their truth in whatever way feels comfortable, and the processes can proceed without shabby interference.
Most important is that good sites, groups etc are supported, moreso, without the saboteurs, holding as much influence as has been.
See my next blog post for good sites and more will be added, as i can.
But certainly changes are being pressured for in undeniable ways, thanks to all who have done their best to tackle the Family Court and Child Protection, Care System.
So I’m recommending, that those that the IICSAinquiry or the UKCSAPT apply to, get involved, put your testimony or evidence forward, and it’s quite easy to use the sites.
Others Lucy is championing for a Family Support Service, and so make a clear bid for the services that would have helped you, or would now.
New Adoption policies are on the cards, so get involved to help steer it. otherwise, get behind those that can, and leave competition at the door.
Also with the recent Panorama Report ….. well here’s a book from a Survivor with a purpose, who plans to inject all monies to help youngster in the youth institutions now. Please support and share, he is a survivor of Meddomsley, which has been achieved by the Victims/Survivors themselves and once the inquiry is over, he will release that book, hoping it’s a happy ending, but that is up to how that goes.
Link to Amazon Shame by Phil Thomas
Click the links above to be taken straight to the sites
So i hardly look at their tripe, but i commented just now, on Abes’ failing crappy last bit of a bog er blog…….
I doubt it will go through so i copy it here:
Damn …….Right…… i strike hard 🙂 your numbers dwindling ours andother genuine ones flourishing, it’s over. Come home and face charges of child
torture, child abuse, harrassment, cybercrime and encouraging fake
charities and scammers like Angela Power Disney, Sabine K McNeil,
Belinda Mckenzie anyway, all the truth an proof is on my blog
circulating amongst networks that have never heard of you, but certainly
know what to do with disinfo agents, trouble makers, bullies, fake
campaigners, false accusers, charity scams, and everything that you
started, enabled and encouraged….relentlessly, Thank everything that
the children are not with you, and if their father is able to prove
himself to the authorities, i hope they can settle and be safe, you have
with complete disregard, continued to abuse the children, and have no
intention of stopping. That is why you are all being stopped.
The hoax teamsters, all cry bully, to any that challenge their disgusting campaigns, or point out the damage caused, by them.
I have reproduced some of their disgusting comments on this blog, but there are a wealth of other examples.
Once again, real evidence of the claims by those shedding light on the people involved, and the facts, all backed up.
Click the link, or check out any other tabs, to prove, disprove any queries you may have, or ask questions in the comments.
Any information to add to the cases being made against the real perpetrators: Belinda Mckenzie, Sabine Mcneil, Angela Power Disney, and the others, is always recieved with gratitude, and real investigation.
Thankyou again, to all, devoting some time to reporting videos, sites, blogs, perpetuating this criminal activity.
Abraham Christie and Ella Draper, will hopefully return, to face justice.
Meanwhile, the children are safe in care….. we do need a system, some parents need to lose their children, some children are better off, and very happy to have been brought up in care. Though the evidence of abuse within care is also real, and needs to be addressed. Families today, need better advice, help and support, to help them navigate towards keeping their children, if they just need help. Abraham admits that he did indeed abuse the children, and his followers dismiss any concerns about this. Yet those spearheading this campaign, are also attempting to create a credible illusion of spearheading child protection campaigns, whilst steering parents towards the worst possible advice, actions, and then using the drama to keep their blogs gaining attention, and donations pouring in.
As the web is clearing and the dust settles, hoping to help concretise links with those hidden online, working hard, doing fantastic things, that deserve to be shared and known about, empowering and enlightening projects.
Lets co create more of that 2016.
Click on the link for more info etc The page below is from Company Magazine ’93. Launching our purple ribbon, on the cover ! whilst coincidentally, so did Marie Clare, they launched the Breast Cancer also with a purple ribbon, and kindly changed to pink, as they had the resources to change, and we didn’t. The journalist was from New Zealand and this was a first, that my name and face were shown, with some of my story, along with other brave Incest Survivors, from Europe. She kindly also gave our first public rally a plug. But, also included was a report about False Memory Syndrome. Ready to dismiss and denigrate us that were becoming determined not to keep silence which was protecting abusers and allowing it to continue. It is raising it’s head again, and things have changed alot since then. I have friends that have been falsely accused of abuse and i have friends who have never spoken openly about abuse, friends that couldn’t find anyone to represent or believe them, or find a therapist, let alone one who would implant memories, but it does also go on. We can but keep trying to push the truth out into the light, on all of this. Keep it real though, eh ? 🙂 I apologise, it’s really difficult to read, i’ll try and get it and other stuff online in a better form. Anyway that’s me at the bottom 🙂 a bit younger